[Having slept the sleep of the dead, Max slowly begins to orient himself feeling soreness in places he'd forgotten existed. It was wonderful, and then he realized that his fingers were numb from where Jason was laying over his arm, and he shifted some and smiled over at the beautiful man that he'd made his last night.
It felt like a dream. Clearly it had been a dream. There was no way that this angel had found its way into his life, into his bed and turned his life around completely as Jason had done. Could Max even put into words all the things that last night had meant to him? It wasn't only the sex, it was the trust inherent in Jason's eyes and the way he knew that they were no longer two people, but two souls slowly tying themselves into one.
It made his heart clench with love and fear all in the same breath. Tears formed at the corner of his eyes. Could Max go through this again? Not only that, but could he let Jason leave and go back to where he came from? They had so much to learn about one another and Jason was so young, there was so much that he couldn't understand about all that Max was and had gone through to be where he was. Max began to worry, even before Jason woke.
But then he reached over and touched a cheek blushed from sleep, and knew that he couldn't let any of this go. All the words he'd spoken last night were so very true. He never would let him go. Already in his heart. It would be a struggle. Dear god. He was amazing, and Max felt his body tight and ready as it woke many mornings. Liz would always laugh and walk away. He leaned in close and nuzzled against Jason's neck. He smelled so good.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 09:04 pm (UTC)It felt like a dream. Clearly it had been a dream. There was no way that this angel had found its way into his life, into his bed and turned his life around completely as Jason had done. Could Max even put into words all the things that last night had meant to him? It wasn't only the sex, it was the trust inherent in Jason's eyes and the way he knew that they were no longer two people, but two souls slowly tying themselves into one.
It made his heart clench with love and fear all in the same breath. Tears formed at the corner of his eyes. Could Max go through this again? Not only that, but could he let Jason leave and go back to where he came from? They had so much to learn about one another and Jason was so young, there was so much that he couldn't understand about all that Max was and had gone through to be where he was. Max began to worry, even before Jason woke.
But then he reached over and touched a cheek blushed from sleep, and knew that he couldn't let any of this go. All the words he'd spoken last night were so very true. He never would let him go. Already in his heart. It would be a struggle. Dear god. He was amazing, and Max felt his body tight and ready as it woke many mornings. Liz would always laugh and walk away. He leaned in close and nuzzled against Jason's neck. He smelled so good.]