[he starts, but then stops himself. god, he feels so raw with Max. all open and honest with his feelings and emotions. but along with the good ones are the bad. they're every terrible way he feels about himself. Max's words have done a lot to silence those thoughts, but it's different when Max tells him how he feels, opposed to what Jason is.
he doesn't want to talk about himself.]
I wanna be yours. I can still be my own person and be yours. I wanna see your marks on me and know that you're thinking of 'em as much as I am.
[he lifts a hand, running it along the bite Max left above his heart. it's sore, but it's good. they probably all need to be cleaned up soon because they're pretty intense, but Jason isn't really thinking about any of that right now.]
It never felt bad or wrong, or like something I didn't like. Not even for a second. It's just different and new from anything I ever thought I'd like. That's all I'm trying to say.
[he hesitates, letting his hand fall against Max's chest this time, fingers sliding over his heart.]
But also... the guy you were with. He was rough with you and he was possessive of you. He promised you that you had him for good... and then he left. So maybe that's not everything. You said I've brought you more joy than he ever did, even in the short time we've been together. I don't know how, but that feels real important, and maybe we can just have our own thing.
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Date: 2023-03-14 07:32 pm (UTC)[he starts, but then stops himself. god, he feels so raw with Max. all open and honest with his feelings and emotions. but along with the good ones are the bad. they're every terrible way he feels about himself. Max's words have done a lot to silence those thoughts, but it's different when Max tells him how he feels, opposed to what Jason is.
he doesn't want to talk about himself.]
I wanna be yours. I can still be my own person and be yours. I wanna see your marks on me and know that you're thinking of 'em as much as I am.
[he lifts a hand, running it along the bite Max left above his heart. it's sore, but it's good. they probably all need to be cleaned up soon because they're pretty intense, but Jason isn't really thinking about any of that right now.]
It never felt bad or wrong, or like something I didn't like. Not even for a second. It's just different and new from anything I ever thought I'd like. That's all I'm trying to say.
[he hesitates, letting his hand fall against Max's chest this time, fingers sliding over his heart.]
But also... the guy you were with. He was rough with you and he was possessive of you. He promised you that you had him for good... and then he left. So maybe that's not everything. You said I've brought you more joy than he ever did, even in the short time we've been together. I don't know how, but that feels real important, and maybe we can just have our own thing.