[ last night was intense in a different kind if way. this time it feels like they know each other more intimately. they do, having claimed each other in almost every kind of way. Max is the first person who has been inside of Jason, and Jason wants it to stay that way. god, he wishes it could stay that way.
his hand is pressed tight against Max's heart, his body slowly and fluidly rocking with Max's, pulling him deeper, tightening around him when he can, just to keep him inside a little longer with each thrust.
Jason doesn't know what Max's gifts are. there's so much he doesn't know about him. he's training to be a detective, but all of that is so clinical, and nothing about this is even close to something as sterile as that. matters of the heart will always be different for Jason and so will being known. he's scared of it and he wants it at the same time. maybe he'll grow into being ok with it eventually, but right now it all feels like an unknown.
that's different from what he's feeling in this moment though, their slow love making overtaking everything inside of him. his free hand slides into Max's hair. he loves grabbing onto the strands there as they kiss.]
Don't wanna let you go either. Want you to stay inside of me as long as you can. You feel so fucking good. You make me feel so full. Nothing's ever made me feel like this before.
[it's all whispered against Max's lips, between gasps and moans.]
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
Date: 2023-03-15 10:10 pm (UTC)his hand is pressed tight against Max's heart, his body slowly and fluidly rocking with Max's, pulling him deeper, tightening around him when he can, just to keep him inside a little longer with each thrust.
Jason doesn't know what Max's gifts are. there's so much he doesn't know about him. he's training to be a detective, but all of that is so clinical, and nothing about this is even close to something as sterile as that. matters of the heart will always be different for Jason and so will being known. he's scared of it and he wants it at the same time. maybe he'll grow into being ok with it eventually, but right now it all feels like an unknown.
that's different from what he's feeling in this moment though, their slow love making overtaking everything inside of him. his free hand slides into Max's hair. he loves grabbing onto the strands there as they kiss.]
Don't wanna let you go either. Want you to stay inside of me as long as you can. You feel so fucking good. You make me feel so full. Nothing's ever made me feel like this before.
[it's all whispered against Max's lips, between gasps and moans.]