[ Jason knows it's not fair to put his shit on another person and expect them to fix him, but Jason's pretty sure that if he got to be like this with Max all the time, maybe he'd be a little less fucked up. maybe he'd be ok for once in his life.
it's a beautiful bubble that they drag out for as long as they can, until Jason knows he has to go. he feels the dread of it, but he reminds himself this isn't the end. far from it, if he has anything to say about it. his heart is too attached now, even if he doesn't yet know what that feeling is. ]
Of course I'm coming back.... fuck, I don't wanna let go either, though. I'll come back as many times as I can before I have to go, though. Wouldn't ever miss a chance to be with you.
[Arms slide up and down, and there are a dozen more kisses before Max finally releases Jason. It's the most painful thing he's done in a while and his body feels empty and bereft. It tears him up merely letting go this small amount.
He has no idea how they'll ever survive long distance. Can a relationship like that even come close to working? It stirs worry in his gut, fear that the pain might be too much, that his need might overwhelm him.
Sitting outside for hours after Jason leaves, Max falls asleep by his front fireplace worrying over their future, but also looking forward to the next time he'll see Jason. That will eclipse all his fears.]
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it's a beautiful bubble that they drag out for as long as they can, until Jason knows he has to go. he feels the dread of it, but he reminds himself this isn't the end. far from it, if he has anything to say about it. his heart is too attached now, even if he doesn't yet know what that feeling is. ]
Of course I'm coming back.... fuck, I don't wanna let go either, though. I'll come back as many times as I can before I have to go, though. Wouldn't ever miss a chance to be with you.
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He has no idea how they'll ever survive long distance. Can a relationship like that even come close to working? It stirs worry in his gut, fear that the pain might be too much, that his need might overwhelm him.
Sitting outside for hours after Jason leaves, Max falls asleep by his front fireplace worrying over their future, but also looking forward to the next time he'll see Jason. That will eclipse all his fears.]