[Surprised as Jamie is, he's still perfectly relaxed and pliable for Max to move him around. Trusting. His laugh is pressed into Max's shoulder as he settles over him, nuzzling a quick kiss against the skin before he draws back enough to look down at him again.]
M'not gonna complain. I like you watching. [Which is probably the least surprising thing he could ever say, considering the way he lights up under Max's attention at all times.
He leans down to meet that kiss without hesitation, his hand coming up to touch Max's cheek gently. The power's intense enough to make his head spin a little, sending a little shiver down his spine, but Jamie's fascinated above anything else. As eager to understand more of this as he is everything else about Max. He'll draw out the kiss as long as he can manage, just trying to stay connected as much as he can.]
[There's a still, small voice that tries to chase this all away in Max's head now and then when he gazes at the adoration and love that lingers so utterly in the complete countenance of Jamie's visage. It hungers to tell Max that this will all go away in the same type of instant that it did with anyone else he loved, but there's been no one he's loved like this. In that second, he wants to hurt that voice in his head.
He can feel the storm simmer below the surface, that little dark pit -- the dark possessive side of him grips Jamie's ass a little tighter, even through Jamie's sunlight on his face. He shivers ever so slightly against his lover. ]
We were made to watch and take advantage of. Always need you watching me. Only me, my sweet angel.
[Fingers are gentle as they measure the length of Jamie's spine again. He's so fucking lucky, and he knows it. He won't let his doubts get to him. He won't let any curse of his family tear this apart. His brother and sister both made it. It's his turn now. Sighing, he raises his fingers to laze through Jamie's hair.]
Fuck. I guess we should probably pass out, or I don't know. I'm worked up and tired all at once. It's the strangest feeling.
Only you. It's hard to notice anyone else when you're around. [A soft little reassurance, utterly genuine. Jamie doesn't think he's so much as looked at anyone else since Max came into his life; even his friendships have been suffering a little, all his attention and affection laser focused in a way he's never really been before. His thumb strokes gently over Max's cheekbone, ducking in to press a kiss against his other cheek, soft and sweet.
His head drops to rest against Max's chest at the feeling of fingers in his hair, humming softly, considering.] We can just -- try to relax for a little while. I don't think I could sleep anyway.
I feel the same way. There's only you in the room anymore, only you in my thoughts. I have a feeling you're going to feel me pulsing through that mark quite a bit. It'll take time to get used to, but I hope you will.
[All the intensity of Max Evans was plenty; all of it laser-focused on how he loved Jamie was going to be an avalanche of emotions in the best and worst ways. Max already could feel it inside him, but he trusted Jamie to handle it all, to handle him. Max wouldn't have given Jamie the mark-- or have made love to him in the way he just did if he didn't think they could do this.
Maybe it would blow up in Max's face, but wasn't this worth it-- this night, this love? Having this for as long as he did was worth any amount of pain he might face later. Jamie was worth it all. Max was sure of that now. He leaned against Jamie and watched as the younger male relaxed against his chest, no doubt hearing the pounding of his heart tumbling away in his chest, sighing softly. Max closed his eyes and thought about what the future would bring for them. ]
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Date: 2025-02-03 05:12 am (UTC)M'not gonna complain. I like you watching. [Which is probably the least surprising thing he could ever say, considering the way he lights up under Max's attention at all times.
He leans down to meet that kiss without hesitation, his hand coming up to touch Max's cheek gently. The power's intense enough to make his head spin a little, sending a little shiver down his spine, but Jamie's fascinated above anything else. As eager to understand more of this as he is everything else about Max. He'll draw out the kiss as long as he can manage, just trying to stay connected as much as he can.]
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Date: 2025-02-06 08:09 pm (UTC)He can feel the storm simmer below the surface, that little dark pit -- the dark possessive side of him grips Jamie's ass a little tighter, even through Jamie's sunlight on his face. He shivers ever so slightly against his lover. ]
We were made to watch and take advantage of. Always need you watching me. Only me, my sweet angel.
[Fingers are gentle as they measure the length of Jamie's spine again. He's so fucking lucky, and he knows it. He won't let his doubts get to him. He won't let any curse of his family tear this apart. His brother and sister both made it. It's his turn now. Sighing, he raises his fingers to laze through Jamie's hair.]
Fuck. I guess we should probably pass out, or I don't know. I'm worked up and tired all at once. It's the strangest feeling.
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Date: 2025-02-06 10:45 pm (UTC)His head drops to rest against Max's chest at the feeling of fingers in his hair, humming softly, considering.] We can just -- try to relax for a little while. I don't think I could sleep anyway.
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Date: 2025-02-07 10:16 pm (UTC)[All the intensity of Max Evans was plenty; all of it laser-focused on how he loved Jamie was going to be an avalanche of emotions in the best and worst ways. Max already could feel it inside him, but he trusted Jamie to handle it all, to handle him. Max wouldn't have given Jamie the mark-- or have made love to him in the way he just did if he didn't think they could do this.
Maybe it would blow up in Max's face, but wasn't this worth it-- this night, this love? Having this for as long as he did was worth any amount of pain he might face later. Jamie was worth it all. Max was sure of that now. He leaned against Jamie and watched as the younger male relaxed against his chest, no doubt hearing the pounding of his heart tumbling away in his chest, sighing softly. Max closed his eyes and thought about what the future would bring for them. ]