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Date: 2023-03-14 10:23 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (bwlipseyes)
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[ Jason's not there yet. not at that part of it anyway. what he needs the most is patience, because opening himself up has always been the most dangerous thing. Max should get that more than anyone, but he's had many more years to contend with it than Jason has. that, and Jason's only ever had himself.

he can hear and feel the relief Max has after everything he says, and Jason hopes that it really will be ok. he hopes that when it comes time for being soft, for making love in a gentle, loving kind of way, Max will be ok with that too. Jason knows he deserves pain, but he's so far from believing he deserves any tenderness or love. he still craves it, though. ]


Ok. Good, that's... that's what I want. Our own thing.

[he looks up at Max again, just holding his gaze for a moment before he nods. he doesn't know how to do this the way Max does, but he'll try. his gaze travels down Max's body after that, but he already knows where he wants to mark his lover. the same spot Max thought might be too soon. the spot right over his heart. he runs his fingers over that spot as he leans in to kiss Max deeply, moving his leg up to drape over the other man's waist.

he drags out the deep, exploring kiss for as long as he can before he starts to move those kisses down Max's jaw, his neck, finally along his chest to right over his heart. he doesn't do it right away though, because that isn't him. he has to ask first. it's important for him to ask.
]

Over your heart, like where you marked me. Can I?

Date: 2023-03-15 12:43 am (UTC)
theotherobin: (kissy)
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[ if only Max knew how many walls Jason has already let down for him. how much armor he's pushed past already. then maybe the rest of it wouldn't bother him. but he doesn't know. there's still so much they don't know about each other.

Jason nods, not sure what else to say. Max seems to connected to the people of his past, but Jason can't deny how connected the two of them are either. he just wants it to stay this way. the two of them, with no comparisons. maybe Max is the lucky one, cause Jason wouldn't have anything to compare this to anyway.

he runs his fingers over the spot he wants to mark, giving Max a soft smile when he confirms that he wants this. Jason can't help but lean up for another soft and slow kiss. how can he resist with that look in Max's eyes? after that, he places another soft kiss against Max's chest, and then he runs his tongue along the other man's skin before he starts sucking at it, fingers digging in at Max's side.

he remembers the way Max did it- sucking and pulling skin between his teeth, feeling the capillaries burst as he does so. it's sensual and possessive, just like Max said it was, and it makes him moan, the harder he does it. ]

Date: 2023-03-15 01:17 am (UTC)
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[ no matter what this is or how good it feels, how deep they already feel tangled up with each other, time is exactly what they need. getting to know each other beyond this. it scares Jason in a deep kind of way, because he knows who he is, what he is. maybe not an alien, but something poisonous like a terrible mistake.

but Max makes him feel like he's something better, something more. that's what he focuses on when he kisses Max so deeply. when he pulls and sucks the skin above his heart between his lips, between his teeth. he imagines what the mark will look like, and the way Max will look at it and remember him, and he darkens it as much as he can while Max holds on to his hair, his shoulder, pulling him in. he can taste blood, and he knows what it's like to claim someone now. he can feel it, and he understands.

when he pulls back from the spot, he breathes out against it before running his tongue along the darkened skin one more time. and then he can't take it anymore, he has to lean in again to kiss Max's lips, harder this time, rocking his body into that hardness, already feeling his own hardness coming to life once again. ]


You're mine. Can you feel that? Now you've got a mark of your own to remember me by.

Date: 2023-03-15 07:39 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[Jason breathes in each gasp of Max's air and swallows every moan with another kiss. he wants to devour Max whole and keep him inside of him for as long as he can. that's possession too, he realizes, and maybe he's starting to like it more than he ever thought he would. it's all in his softness though.

but he can do both. he's going to love both ways... all the ways he can be with Max, really.
]

I know what it means now. I know how it feels. I wanna be hours, I want you to be mine, no matter where we are.

[because they won't always be here in this moment, but the feelings will still be there.

he moves so easily to lay on his back, shifting his body to give Max a little room. he knows what's coming and he's aching for it already, moaning as Max's fingers press into him once again. even with how sore his body is, he can't help but press down against those fingers, wanting them deeper already.
]

Max... fuck, I want you. I want you inside of me again. I need to feel you.

Date: 2023-03-15 09:26 pm (UTC)
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[ Jason's ready. no matter what, he's ready. all he feels is the aching want and need he's feeling for Max. it really is a desperation to be one with his lover again before anything has to change. before he has to leave.

his thoughts are so far from that point right now though, lacing his fingers tightly with Max's, warmth moving through him when Max moves their hands over their hearts. Max really does feel like he's a part of Jason's heart. it's how Max feels when he pushes into him too.

another moan escapes into the kiss, his legs pulling up around Max's hips to press against them. he's much more relaxed and pliant this morning than he was last night, now that he knows what he's in for, and his body opens up to Max completely. ]

Date: 2023-03-15 10:10 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (bwlipseyes)
From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[ last night was intense in a different kind if way. this time it feels like they know each other more intimately. they do, having claimed each other in almost every kind of way. Max is the first person who has been inside of Jason, and Jason wants it to stay that way. god, he wishes it could stay that way.

his hand is pressed tight against Max's heart, his body slowly and fluidly rocking with Max's, pulling him deeper, tightening around him when he can, just to keep him inside a little longer with each thrust.

Jason doesn't know what Max's gifts are. there's so much he doesn't know about him. he's training to be a detective, but all of that is so clinical, and nothing about this is even close to something as sterile as that. matters of the heart will always be different for Jason and so will being known. he's scared of it and he wants it at the same time. maybe he'll grow into being ok with it eventually, but right now it all feels like an unknown.

that's different from what he's feeling in this moment though, their slow love making overtaking everything inside of him. his free hand slides into Max's hair. he loves grabbing onto the strands there as they kiss.]


Don't wanna let you go either. Want you to stay inside of me as long as you can. You feel so fucking good. You make me feel so full. Nothing's ever made me feel like this before.

[it's all whispered against Max's lips, between gasps and moans.]

Date: 2023-03-16 10:39 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (15271291)
From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[ maybe Max will have his say. if things go the way they have been since last night, maybe Max will get all the say in the world. Jason would actually like that very much. he's the kind of person who only wants one. he's the kind of person who would devote himself to a singular person alone. it's why he hasn't slept with another guy before Max. he wants something all encompassing and unending.

except this time it's a good thing he let his whole never fuck on the first date stance go. there was no way either of them could've resisted, and Jason thinks that's a beautiful thing in and of itself.

Jason shifts with Max, hiking his legs up a little higher. it's the perfect angle to hit all the right spots inside of him to make him moan exactly like Max wants him to. it make shim tighten his muscles around Max's cock as well, pulling him in deeper as he rocks down against him. he can't imagine anything better than this. ]


Only you, Max. This is what I want with only you.

[he moans against Max's lips when he presses their hands into the pillow, fingers flexing before they curl around Max's again. he loves the way Max's body pushes him down in every single way, bringing him closer to the edge in such a slow and wonderful way.]

Max...

Date: 2023-03-17 12:31 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[ neat and clean are two things that Jason definitely isn't. he's wild and reckless, messy and dark. maybe in different ways than Max, but it's still there. he wouldn't ever want Max to hold it all inside and maybe eventually Jason will learn that it's safe and ok for him to let it all out too.

Jason's also soft and romantic, carful and full of heart. those are also parts of himself he never shows. what Max gives to him now pulls it out of him so easily, his fingers gripping Max's hard against the pillow, his other sliding down Max's neck as he rocks into him.

his lips part as Max thrusts into him slow and deep, taking his breath away. his words alone, whispered so affectionately, so lovingly, they make a tight heat move through his body like lightning. once Max's hand is on his cock with those whispers of encouragement wrapping around his name, Jason can't hold back anymore. he doesn't want to.

he cries out Max's name, legs tightening hard around his waist as he spills between them, tightening his hold around Max in every single way. ]

Date: 2023-03-17 11:41 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (kissy)
From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[ Jason needs someone like that. someone who helps him through his darkness and work with him on how to let that go. if they can do it together, all the better. he needs someone that he doesn't need to hide from that softer side of himself either, and that seems to be Max. he's already more comfortable with Max than he has been with anyone else. it really is something.

last night, this morning, it all feels like pure bliss. Max driving himself deeper and deeper until Jason comes, it's better than anything he could have imagined. all the sensations spiking through him along with the warm heat of Max coming inside of him as well, it surrounds him in the kind of love and passion he never even thought he'd deserve.

he cries out again when Max spills into him, body tightening up again to milk him dry. Max must be inspiring that possessiveness in Jason because he wants to keep it all inside of him. ]


Fuck, so do you. I swear I've never fucking felt like this before.
Edited Date: 2023-03-17 11:42 pm (UTC)

Date: 2023-03-18 06:46 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (15495561)
From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[ Jason has a hard time finding security in another person too. almost every single person he's known has left him in one way or another. that's something they'll have to work on together.

in these moments, Jason can't imagine either of them leaving, though he knows it's inevitable, at least in the case of going about their day. he doesn't want to think about that yet, though. he's still basking in the afterglow, completely relaxed and blissed out in every kind of way. his fingers keep roaming, even as Max cleans them up, and then he slides his arms tighter around the other man to pull him closer for some cuddles. ]


I love both. I want us to have both. I want everything with you.

Date: 2023-03-18 08:26 pm (UTC)
theotherobin: (For now)
From: [personal profile] theotherobin
[ Jason knows it's not fair to put his shit on another person and expect them to fix him, but Jason's pretty sure that if he got to be like this with Max all the time, maybe he'd be a little less fucked up. maybe he'd be ok for once in his life.

it's a beautiful bubble that they drag out for as long as they can, until Jason knows he has to go. he feels the dread of it, but he reminds himself this isn't the end. far from it, if he has anything to say about it. his heart is too attached now, even if he doesn't yet know what that feeling is. ]


Of course I'm coming back.... fuck, I don't wanna let go either, though. I'll come back as many times as I can before I have to go, though. Wouldn't ever miss a chance to be with you.

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