I always thought your looks were saying 'he's so annoying i want to punch him' or 'out of the entire planet of oasis, why couldn't I have gotten stuck with literally anyone else' but now that I know you felt the same as I did even back then it was probably a mix of 'god, I want to fuck the annoying right out of him' and 'I love him so much and he has no fucking idea'.
Like here you walk in looking all smug and annoyed in your uniform, even with me giving you a hard time you were still trying not to laugh at my jokes teasing you. You were so annoyingly hot, I looked at you like all I wanted was for you to get in that cell and shut me up with your cock down my throat.
See? Now you got me thinking dirty thoughts. And maybe that was the first time but it wasn't the last time I got to jump you in the desert.
You are right on the money there, babe. I did. I wanted to fuck you so bad back then. I loved you so much, and was so mad that I couldn't have you there in that cell. You were so fucking gorgeous and even though I was with Liz, she couldn't compare to the need I had for you. It was so much deeper and far more intense than anything I experienced for her. It curled so hot and desperate in my stomach. I wanted to lick you from top to bottom like a damn lollipop.
Then there were the times that all I could do was wait for you to turn away so I could secretly look at you like this. I'm still looking at you like that today. Always gonna look at you like that. You're all I got, and fuck if I don't want to take you everywhere and do things to you all the time. I really do want to get you alone in that cell one day soon. I don't care what we have to do to do it. You are so damn sexy. I keep looking at you, and fuck. I have the best looking husband in the world.
No one could ever compare to the need I had for you and still have. Alex never even came close. That need I had for you was always there, burning and torturing me. That day in the cell, I couldn't stop thinking about you. I didn't know if you were going to ever come but I wanted you so bad. Sitting there, all I could think about was you, your lips, your hands, your fucking tongue. I wanted to wrap my fingers around myself desperate and wishing it was you. But great. Now I'm thinking about you licking me from top to bottom. I mean, I'm an expert at getting stuck in that cell but it involves a charge of drunk and disorderly conduct. Or I can always make the cameras go down and work the locks. That is one fantasy I never thought would actually happen. Just the thought of it has me aching for you.
You used to look at me like that? Fuck. That is somehow really sweet but it also makes me want you. I want to bite that tongue until we both taste blood and press you into the nearest surface and make you scream my name. Meanwhile, I gave you a lot of these looks which is a mix of horny angst and longing heart eyes. I still look at you like that minus the angst. It's more longing heart eyes and I love my husband so much it hurts. So we will have to agree to disagree on who has the best looking husband.
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Date: 2023-08-19 08:22 pm (UTC)Yes, you sure did surprise me. The last thing I expected was for you to jump me in the desert. It was distinctly unlike you.
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Date: 2023-08-20 09:23 pm (UTC)Like here you walk in looking all smug and annoyed in your uniform, even with me giving you a hard time you were still trying not to laugh at my jokes teasing you. You were so annoyingly hot, I looked at you like all I wanted was for you to get in that cell and shut me up with your cock down my throat.
See? Now you got me thinking dirty thoughts. And maybe that was the first time but it wasn't the last time I got to jump you in the desert.
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Date: 2023-08-20 10:29 pm (UTC)Then there were the times that all I could do was wait for you to turn away so I could secretly look at you like this. I'm still looking at you like that today. Always gonna look at you like that. You're all I got, and fuck if I don't want to take you everywhere and do things to you all the time. I really do want to get you alone in that cell one day soon. I don't care what we have to do to do it. You are so damn sexy. I keep looking at you, and fuck. I have the best looking husband in the world.
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Date: 2023-08-21 01:10 am (UTC)You used to look at me like that? Fuck. That is somehow really sweet but it also makes me want you. I want to bite that tongue until we both taste blood and press you into the nearest surface and make you scream my name. Meanwhile, I gave you a lot of these looks which is a mix of horny angst and longing heart eyes. I still look at you like that minus the angst. It's more longing heart eyes and I love my husband so much it hurts. So we will have to agree to disagree on who has the best looking husband.