"There is no way I'm going to forget it," Cole comments with a low chuckle. Even if for some reason he had wanted to it was impossible to forget that he had crossed that forbidden line in his head and given into his attraction to other men. There was no going back now, no pretending those feelings and thoughts were going to go away, it was a thing that he'd done and was part of his history. He was still going to have to figure out his emotions but Cole had very quickly realized that doing so didn't happen overnight. Aside from knowing it was the end of his engagement to Katelyn, he had made very little progress emotionally.
He sighs and looks up at the ceiling before allowing his gaze to fall on Max's face. Who knows if they'll be more or just wind up as two friends who fucked around once, but either way it's still a memory they share between them. "Thanks," he says honestly. "If you're sure you're not going to mind me hauling ass first thing. I have a meeting almost right after I get into the office, and I need to go home to shower and change before I come in." He absolutely can't go into the firm wearing the same suit two days in a row. Aside from the obvious reason, it's also unprofessional. And Cole values his professionalism immensely.
While he waits to make sure Max is okay with that, his glance down at those wandering fingers also allows him to see that his friend still has an erection. He's far away from being able to do much, but a gentle hand slowly curls around it and begins to stroke at the same relaxed pace. They need to slow things down here but he can at least ensure they both go to bed satisfied.
"Sure, no problem. I don't mind an early alarm clock. I'll even make you breakfast to go." He smiled and slid his legs slowly along Cole's he was pretty wore out himself. It had taken concentration and a lot of will power not to do all that his body had wanted. Max was often boldly led by desire, and he had no thoughts to reign in his emotions when he felt them, or how he felt them. If the other person needed a long time to process them, that was fine. He would always wait and let things happen as they did. If things didn't work out, then that was alright as well. It would sting a little, but Max was adult enough to understand that and went into this with his eyes wide open.
"You know you don't have to do that. I'm alright passing out without getting off again." He leans in and presses his mouth to Cole's lightly. He can see the lines of fatigue spread over the other man's face. Max could even take care of himself if Cole was truly opposed to it. It wouldn't feel as great, but it didn't matter so much. What he'd wanted to accomplish was done and he was happy about it.
"You sure?" Cole replies with a questioning look. He'll stop if Max wants him to but he also doesn't mind, even though it's definitely not going to be his best work. He needs to sleep and he'll probably be up just as the sun is coming up, to ensure that he has enough time to make it back to his apartment and take his time getting ready for work. It depends on how hard of a sleeper Max is. If the other man will still be asleep when he moves. He's certainly not going to wake him up if Max is getting some much deserved rest.
"And you don't have to get up with me," he says with that on his mind. "If you're comfortable, you should get some rest. We already have plans to see each other again, you don't owe me anything." Even if the idea of the sun playing off their skin in the morning is appealing. It's a great view from here.
It's hard to say yes, when Cole's got his hand around Max's very hard, very needy cock. It might have been easier if Cole hadn't already started. With a sigh, Max leans in and presses his forehead to Cole's shoulder. "You don't have to take your time. I will be quick." He mutters, groaning at the way he's being stroked. It feels good, and he's gone for a long time without having another male's heavy fingers wrapped so firmly around him. There's a huge difference between someone who knows how to hold a cock, and a female's delicate touch.
Licking his lips, Max moves his hips to thrust into Cole's hand, helping him along so that it doesn't take as long. He knows the other man is exhausted. The last thing he really wants to focus on is breakfast right now. He kinda makes a grumbling sound, mind completely focused on getting off. Max always gets up with the sun. It's a part of who he is. It's not about owing anything, it's about enjoying company, but he'll get to that in a minute. First, he's getting closer to that point of no return. "Keep going, I'm getting closer."
Cole can't get any clearer direction than that, and he accelerates the movement of his hand to match the speed of Max's thrusts. It only vaguely occurs to him to watch where he's angled so they don't create a huge mess that they have to sleep in. But it's a bit late to bring that up and he's too tired to move anyway so he just keeps going, not even saying anything anymore, just breathing heavily and waiting for that moment when Max reaches his peak and they can appreciate the afterglow together.
With Cole's wrist moving quicker, it's not too much longer before Max is panting and feeling that tightness in his balls telling him that he's going to come. He lifts his head and quickly reaches behind him for several Kleenex from a box he keeps next to the bed. They're always useful to have around.
"Fuck. Oh fuck, here it comes.." He grunts, and ejaculates directly into the white tissues. It would have made a huge mess otherwise, and while Max doesn't care about changing sheets he knows they're both tired-- especially Cole. Otherwise, he'd suggest a shower and something more relaxing. He can always save that for next time. When they finally do fuck, it's going to be a bigger experience and Max will take the time for aftercare then. It's always a nice thing to do for a partner.
He leans over and kisses Cole softly. "Thank you for helping me out. I know you were tired. I'll set the alarm, but I'll probably be up anyhow. Always up when the sun is. Habit, you know."
"Don't mention it. Just do whatever works for you.." But Cole is already starting to not enunciate as the fatigue is getting harder and harder to fight against. Once Max has finished cleaning himself up and moves into whatever position he's comfortable in, Cole grabs a handful of the blankets and does his best to make himself comfortable too. He didn't see this night coming at all and eventually it will hit him what he's jsut done and how their relationship has changed. But not right now, as he drifts off peacefully until the sun and/or an alarm clock tells him otherwise.
Hearing Cole say it that way sounds pretty flippant after what they just did together. Max then has to remind himself that this was merely a thing between friends and he can't expect anything more than that. Well, they did have a date planned, but that was it. Maybe he was a little too sentimental to do one night stands anymore he thought. Then he laughed, nah. He was probably tired, and needed some good rest. It had been a while since he'd had a night like that.
"Sleep well, Cole." He muttered, and then pulled the pillow under his head and moved up near the other man. He didn't get too close because it wasn't like that yet and they might get too hot during the night. He didn't know what Cole's thoughts were on that anyways. It was his turn to fall asleep shortly after Cole did.
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He sighs and looks up at the ceiling before allowing his gaze to fall on Max's face. Who knows if they'll be more or just wind up as two friends who fucked around once, but either way it's still a memory they share between them. "Thanks," he says honestly. "If you're sure you're not going to mind me hauling ass first thing. I have a meeting almost right after I get into the office, and I need to go home to shower and change before I come in." He absolutely can't go into the firm wearing the same suit two days in a row. Aside from the obvious reason, it's also unprofessional. And Cole values his professionalism immensely.
While he waits to make sure Max is okay with that, his glance down at those wandering fingers also allows him to see that his friend still has an erection. He's far away from being able to do much, but a gentle hand slowly curls around it and begins to stroke at the same relaxed pace. They need to slow things down here but he can at least ensure they both go to bed satisfied.
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"You know you don't have to do that. I'm alright passing out without getting off again." He leans in and presses his mouth to Cole's lightly. He can see the lines of fatigue spread over the other man's face. Max could even take care of himself if Cole was truly opposed to it. It wouldn't feel as great, but it didn't matter so much. What he'd wanted to accomplish was done and he was happy about it.
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"And you don't have to get up with me," he says with that on his mind. "If you're comfortable, you should get some rest. We already have plans to see each other again, you don't owe me anything." Even if the idea of the sun playing off their skin in the morning is appealing. It's a great view from here.
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Licking his lips, Max moves his hips to thrust into Cole's hand, helping him along so that it doesn't take as long. He knows the other man is exhausted. The last thing he really wants to focus on is breakfast right now. He kinda makes a grumbling sound, mind completely focused on getting off. Max always gets up with the sun. It's a part of who he is. It's not about owing anything, it's about enjoying company, but he'll get to that in a minute. First, he's getting closer to that point of no return. "Keep going, I'm getting closer."
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"Fuck. Oh fuck, here it comes.." He grunts, and ejaculates directly into the white tissues. It would have made a huge mess otherwise, and while Max doesn't care about changing sheets he knows they're both tired-- especially Cole. Otherwise, he'd suggest a shower and something more relaxing. He can always save that for next time. When they finally do fuck, it's going to be a bigger experience and Max will take the time for aftercare then. It's always a nice thing to do for a partner.
He leans over and kisses Cole softly. "Thank you for helping me out. I know you were tired. I'll set the alarm, but I'll probably be up anyhow. Always up when the sun is. Habit, you know."
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"Sleep well, Cole." He muttered, and then pulled the pillow under his head and moved up near the other man. He didn't get too close because it wasn't like that yet and they might get too hot during the night. He didn't know what Cole's thoughts were on that anyways. It was his turn to fall asleep shortly after Cole did.