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Ty! ❤️

Date: 2024-04-06 09:43 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (s4-11)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ Max is far from being a bother, and Jason wants him to know that. He wishes he would, but Jason's not sure that he's enough for what Max needs. He really isn't sure, but he's giving it time. He knows what Max went through was so far from easy. The hardest thing across two worlds, actually.

When Max smiles warmly at him though, he feels a little more securly about it. ]


Couldn't imagine that anyone else would even compare.

[He says quietly, leading Max up the stairs. He's slow and careful, making sure he doesn't jostle Max too much and make him puke again. He knows how shitty that feels. Once inside he locks up, stopping in the hall that separates the bedroom from the bathroom.]

You wanna take a bath? I'll stay with you.

Date: 2024-04-07 12:05 am (UTC)
nomorefear: (s4-26)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ Jason understands. He's been there too- helping and hurting, the depth of it all. How he's trying to do better now, and all the guilt that comes along with it. He wants to live now too, and if he gets to be with Max while doing it, all the better.

He doesn't deserve to have a good life, he knows that too- but Max came back to him. Wants him, he hopes. Jason wants him too. ]


I always want the same after a long, rough night. You can try to teach me if you want, but- I think I'm good with just trying to read yours.

[He laughs a little, leading them to the bathroom. He flicks the light on and leans Max against the sink, moving in close to him to make sure he's steady. Once he is, Jason starts slowly unbuttoning Max's shirt.]

I'm glad you came back to me. Is this ok? Undressing you, I mean.

Date: 2024-04-07 01:22 am (UTC)
nomorefear: (s4-40)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ It's true- this is still so very new and maybe it won't work like it did before. Jason knows that this is his real life that now Max gets to see- not a vacation rental where things weren't quite as difficult. He knows that this could be very different all around.

He's willing to try anyway because it's worth it. ]


Slow is good. I like slow. It gives us time to figure it all out. You're not overwhelming me though, alright? I'll be honest with you if anything's ever too much.

[He can try and be honest as much as he can be. Feelings, emotions, they're still hard for him, but he'll try. He keeps undressing Max, button by button, then pushes his jacket off, along with his shirt.]

If you want me too, I'd like to.

[Jason lets his fingers slide along Max's collar.]

I'm gonna get the water running nice and warm, alright? Stay leaned against the sink.

[He lets his fingers linger a moment longer before he goes and does that, making sure the water will be nice for them to sink into.]

Date: 2024-04-07 02:58 am (UTC)
nomorefear: (s4-35)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ Jason's not used to making any kind of foundation, so this is different. He wants one though, somehow, with Max. He knows this is going to be hard, but what in Jason's life hasn't been hard. It's all been hard and painful and destructive. This- it may be hard, but it's good.

He smiles at Max too, glad when it feels like he really can stand straighter on his own. While he's at it, he grabs some nailpolish remover from the sink and hands it over, if Max needs it. ]


You don't have to keep saying thank you, you know. I'm doing this cause I want to. But- thanks for appreciating it.

[Because people don't often say thank you to Jason either, and it's nice. He makes sure the water is running at a good temperature before he turns back to Max, reaching out when he moves forward.]

Yeah. You absolutely can.

Date: 2024-04-07 06:54 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (ch1)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ Jason doesn't know if he can be anything destructive, but he's been working on it. Trying to figure it out. He's always been very aware of himself, but in the past he focused so much on his faults, on the things he did wrong, on trying to prove himself to everyone. Now he's trying to be aware in different ways, and he hopes it leaves him ready to be with someone like Max. Someone who deserves all the care in the world.

They haven't seen each other fully, but Jason is looking forward to it. Even with the scars, Max is beautiful. He's used to scars anyway- he has his own fair share, new ones and old as well. He doesn't mind them. They all tell a story of survival.

Jason smiles, ducking his head a little as he watches Max. The slowness is nice. They're in no rush to rediscover each other. They have time now, the two of them just here together. ]


You are too. Even more beautiful than I remember.

[It's been longer for Max- which is still hard for Jason to comprehend- but its evident on the changes in his body. Jason likes it. He climbs into the tub with Max, facing him, letting his legs tangle with Max's a little. It's not a big tub, but they fit.]

Better, right? This always helps.

Date: 2024-04-07 07:38 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (find my way home)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ Jason remembers all of that too. He remembers how tightly Max wound around his heart and he didn't want to let go. It was the first time in a long time he let himself feel something like that again. He remembers how hard it was to let go.

And how happy he was when he realized he didn't have to.

He smiles as Max seems to relax into the water, and he hopes this helps even just a little of the turmoil inside of him. Jason isn't sure how to help the rest of it, but he'll do what he can. ]


I'm glad my nakedness is healing.

[He laughs softly, then grabs the soap and slides in closer, bringing a knee up so he can slot between Max's legs, still facing him. He wets the soap, then lathers it up in his hands and starts to move them across Max's chest- nice and slow circles.]

And hey, new or old, as long as your my Max, it's all good.

Date: 2024-04-07 08:48 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (not pissed)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ He can see the way Max is looking at him, like he's trying to take it all in and relearn. Max is different, and Jason wants to relearn him as well, but he knows things still need to settle. It must be jarring, being back here, and Jason wonders if he's enough to ground Max, but he also knows that's up to Max to decide, and he has to let his thoughts of not being good enough go. ]

I've never been known to put anything together, so- I'm really glad I could help. That I could be here with you.

[Jason keeps it slow, watching Max's face as he places his hand over his. He can feel how slow Max wants this. How slow he needs everything to go. It's alright, because while Jason is fast everywhere else, this is the one place where he can absolutely go slow. It's important.]

You're not pushing anything, Max. Don't worry. Just let me know if it's too much, or overwhelming. I don't wanna push things either. I wanna do this at whatever pace you need.

Date: 2024-04-08 05:21 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (s4-29)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ Jason remembers too. That could've been the end with them- it felt like such a violation, especially because they were so new. There had been a deep connection despite Max's powers though. Jason was upset, but he still felt like there was something more. He still feels it now, even with things being just slightly off from before. But god, he feels just as connected.

He works his hands up along Max's chest, to his shoulders, smiling softly when Max reaches out to touch him. It's rare that he has quiet moments like this in his life. Even with the turmoil of earlier tonight, things feel peaceful here with Max.

There's all of life going on out there, but then there's this. The two of them just being able to be with each other. ]


I liked that human. I like this human too. I know so much happened to you that I can't even begin to understand- and all the years, but- your heart. You're still you, and I wanna get to know the rest, whoever you are now.

Date: 2024-04-08 11:39 pm (UTC)
nomorefear: (bwc)
From: [personal profile] nomorefear
[ Jason was intimidated by Max too, in a different kind of way. He thought he was done sharing himself, his heart, his life. So much had happened, and he had been so used, so burned. The world hated him now and everyone's backs felt turned to him. It was better to stay closed off and just deal with himself. He had to learn how to just be ok with himself.

But then there was Max, and something opened up inside of him again. He knows how quick he falls for people, but even then it was different. Not something fleeting. In Max's eyes, Jason could tell he wanted to stay. Seeing him there at that airport for the first time in months (years for Max, he can't believe it) he felt himself opening up yet again, despite how cautious he felt like he had become once again.

And now- now he's struggling a little, but he's trying. Max is different than he used to be, but he's still Max. He still looks at him with those eyes, even if it's harder to reconnect.

When Max leans forward, Jason does too. He presses his lips against Max's because he wants to, because this is how to reconnect, isn't it? He moves his arms around Max's shoulder when he slides even closer, and then things no longer feel all that slow. That's okay too, Max is figuring things out, and Jason's been longing for this kiss. He kisses back this time as well, lips parting to let Max in and taste him. His hand pushes up into Max's hair to hold him just a little closer as he indulges in this kiss. ]

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