[ is it always supposed to feel like this? Jason's pretty sure it wouldn't, not with anyone else. this is intensely special and intimate, even though they've really only just met, and Jason wants to hold on to it for as long as possible. fuck, he already doesn't want to let Max go.
for now he doesn't have to as he holds on to Max, hand stroking up and down his cock almost teasingly, but it's hard to keep things that way when those hips thrust forward, and Jason wants to give Max anything he wants. ]
Fuck, so are you. You're fucking gorgeous.
[his eyes don't leave Max's, even as he tilts his face into his hand. such a soft, sweet caress with that intense look of desire has Jason's heart pounding in his chest. maybe Max can feel that under his lips when he puts his mouth there, just above his heart. again, Jason doesn't expect what's coming, and Max manages to pull another deep moan from him when he starts sucking on his skin. what are you doing to me? Max asks, but it feels like Max is the one pulling him apart in the best kind of way.
it's possessive, and yet Jason wants to give it all to him without question. when Max's slick finger moves back down between then, pressing inside of him, Jason knows he absolutely will. it feels weird, and tight, but good, and Jason rocks his hips down a little to test things out. Max's fingers are skilled, and Jason knows how damn lucky he is to have this- to have Max be the first one to open him up completely.]
I wouldn't look at anything else but you. Anyone else but you. I want you to make me feel it so I never forget what it feels like to have you inside of me.
[he says breathlessly, letting out soft gasps in between as Max keeps working his fingers inside of him.]
[It's almost cruel to demand such a tribute, to make Jason promise such things to Max. Words are on his lips to say something different, but the trust in the younger male's eyes keep his mouth silent.
It's the next statement though that hits Max like a winter wind right through his foreign heart. Shit He should have known. He should have been prepared for this. There was every indication that Jason was inexperienced. Max had only been wishing on a wind and a prayer that Jason had been through this before, and to go through Max's brand of what he considered depraved and slightly disturbed desire was not what he wished for the younger man on his first time with a man.
It was a bond that would hold them together forever and Max knew that now. He'd asked for it, and he was going to get it. Jason would remember Max's fingers, and the brands that Max placed-- because Max remembered the fingers and brands from the man he had fallen for that very first night they were together. How had he not seen the similarity. ] Fuck. Jason. Precious. Oh beautiful. I would have been ....
[he twists the finger inside Jason and pulls it out, reaching for the lubricant to offer something more gentle to work the younger male's ass open with. Max was going to say that he might have been softer, or not have labeled him with teeth and tongue, but this changed nothing. The feelings were all still there. Bowing his head, he kissed the head of Jason's cock, and licked through the heavy drop of cum that was about to spill over.]
I would do this all the same. I won't lie. I want you to always remember me as your first, as the man who took this from you and I promise I will never forget this either.
[Never in his existence has it been more difficult to keep from laying a hand print on someone, and yet he still refrained. Inhaling deeply, Max carefully kissed along the edges of Jason's hips as he went to work pressing one digit and then another inside Jason. He curled his fingers working to edge along those tight inward muscles until he could find that singular magical spot. Max needed Jason to feel that -- needed him to cry out beneath him even before he plunged his cock inside]
[ Jason almost regrets his words the moment after they're out of his mouth. Max is so experienced and Jason isn't, and maybe that's just too much for the other man to handle. maybe he doesn't want this kinda thing. he knows that people freak, and so without even thinking much about it he clings a little tighter, hoping Max doesn't pull away.
Max doesn't pull away though. instead he calls him those beautiful things again, the look in his eyes so soft, so intense. he would've been what? Jason can't quite figure it out right now, his head too fuzzy with desire, but he doesn't want it to be anything other than this. he wouldn't change a thing. it's what Max says as well a moment after that, and Jason fully relaxes again, dragging his thumb over the head of Max's cock, only letting go when Max shifts positions again. his hands travel back all over Max's body, nails digging in a little because he knows now that Max likes a little bite. ]
I would do it all the same too. I'd be right here with you, just like this.
[his hands slide up Max's back as he kisses along his hip, a soft moan escaping him as those fingers push in yet again, a little easier this time. he feels more calm, more relaxed now that he's told Max a bit more truth, and Max still wants to stick around and do this.
Max gets exactly what he wants when he finds that sweet spot inside Jason. he cries out, his body letting out a deep shiver as he arches closer to the other man.]
That's it, cry for me. Say my name. I want to hear it.
[There's only a single light on in the kitchen and one on by them in the living room. It's probably a good thing. Max's hold on his control is hanging on by a thin strand, the deeper he falls into Jason, the thinner it gets and he can feel it wavering by the second. No matter how much the alien wants this to be something other than it is, the young male is digging permanent marks beneath his skin with nothing but the lay of his body, soft spoken words and the touch of his fingers and--
It's the eyes. It's jason's eyes. How could Max ever forget the way Jason's eyes seem to see him, see him as he actually is and not how so many others proclaim to know him as. Those clear eyes hold claim over his soul right now, and no matter how many times Max tries to deny it, and will try to deny it or even destroy it, Max knows it's futile. at least in every existence he knows of right now.
The feel of Jason's hands on his body make Max want to stop and move so that he can take the other over, and feel those hands raking up his whole body, pushing him to take everything a step deeper and harder, but Max knows that Jason needs a little more. So, he presses his fingers in again and again. He plunges them over into this man that he thinks of as his already.
Another bruise appears on Jason's hip, and a third finger joins the two there until Max is sure that Jason's ready, and when Max can stand it no longer he releases himself from the brutal plague of waiting.] Fuck. Fuck. I can't do this anymore. i need to be inside you now.
Tell me it's okay. Tell me you need me inside you. Say it. Say you want me. I need you Jason. I need you like I need to breathe right now, and I haven't felt this desperate for any one in so long. It aches. God it aches. [He moves between Jason's legs, pressing him into the couch, lube dripping from his cock and from Jason's ass where he poured it only second ago. His mouth moves to claim the others, but pauses before he does to hear those simple words. Max demands a lot, and words are all part of it.]
[ he feels dizzy with pleasure, those fingers pressing into him in a way that makes him feel weak like he's never felt before. ]
Max... fuck, Max.
[Jason moans out his name, just like Max desires. Max has got him, cause it's the only name he ever wants to say from now on. god, they only just met. it's fucking crazy, but Max is in his head now. he's marked all over his skin, and soon he'll be inside of him too. his fingers are already deep inside of him, and Jason's body rocks down onto them as much as he can stand, spikes of pleasure moving through him with each bite and bruise that follows.
he's aching by the time Max speaks again, in the best kind of way, and fuck he's ready for it too. desperate for it in a way that should scare him, but right now it really doesn't.]
I need you inside of me. I want you so fucking bad. I want you inside of me, please. I'm ready.
[he nods, arms going around Max's neck to pull him closer, leaning up to kiss him hard and deep. Jason kisses him like he needs Max to breathe, ready to become one with him.]
[The smallest part of Max bemoans the fact that all the preamble to this point is done. If he could have sat there worshiping Jason's body for days and never needed him this much, he would have. There's this need, the utter desperation that Max feels and he knows that he has to do this, he has to be one with the other man. ]
Remember to breathe precious, and hold on to me. Dig into me if it hurts. Remember that I like the pain. I love it.
[Taking a deep breath of his own, Max holds himself steady with one arm, and pushes Jason's knee up high so that he can begin to push inside the younger male. He begins slowly. It's straight up pain to work with such exacting patience, when he can already visualize himself buried all the way in the other man's body. Max won't do it though. He doesn't want to hurt the man he's falling for. He pushes in slowly, and then backs out, watching as the muscles around his cock quiver, flexing in and out, unsure of how to act. It's so tight and with each quiver they squeeze around him. He can feel pleasure build in his balls, and low in his stomach. ] Goddamn, precious, you're so unbelievably tight. So perfect.
[Max takes it in bit by bit, always pushing in a little more, and pulling back until finally he's seated completely within Jason. He exhales deeply and moans out Jason's name. He buries his face in Jason's neck and begins to kiss along the whole of it. He sucks at his mark again, and kisses it when it bleeds once more. Then he takes his lover's mouth and with that kiss his hips start to move.]
[ Jason could do all of this all night- the first part, the second, all of it. maybe there'll be time to go again, and Max won't have to bemoan anything. for now though, Jason is aching to keep going. to feel everything Max is willing to offer.]
Breathe and hold on, I've got you.
[it's good that Max reminds him though, because he does feel himself tense up when Max pushes his knees back, but then he breathes out and tries to relax, watching Max's face intently. a groan escapes him when Max starts pushing in, and his fingers do dig into the other man's skin, much more than they have before this. he holds on, toes curling a bit as Max pushes into him more, then pulls out and keeps going with the slowest pace. Jason appreciates the fuck out of it, because he needs it slow right now. it hurts, but it's good, because it's Max doing it, and Jason can see the the look on his face, and just how much he's trying to hold back and take his time for him. it warms him, and relaxes him even more, letting Max press into him a little easier.]
Oh god... fuck, Max....ah.
[little by little he gets used to the feeling of Max being inside of him, the discomfort melting away to something much deeper and more intense. he feels so full when Max is finally inside of him so completely, his whole body tightening around him for a moment, just to try and hold him there.
he lets out a louder moan when Max sucks on his skin again, and he quickly tries to get back to his lips for another kiss, deeper and more desperate this time as Max finally starts moving. after that, it's hard for Jason to stay quiet, hips rocking to meet each thrust. ]
Fuck, I feel so full. You make me feel so goddamn full.
That's it. That's me. I'm in you and no one else will ever fucking make you feel this again.
[It takes every single ounce of self-restraint max has not to place his hand upon Jason's chest and bind them together right now so that they are both feeling the same thing. Max wants Jason to know that he's feeling possessive and obsessive to the point of never wanting Jason to even look at another person sexually again. He wants Jason for all time, he never wants to let the other man leave him, and he doesn't even want to leave his body. If they could keep this feeling of being one forever, Max would take it.
And Max, god, he wants to know if Jason is feeling the same way. He wants to feel that exact same feeling of being filled. He misses that feeling so much. There's a shimmer in the corner of his eye as he pushes himself in deeper. He takes it slow for a little while, but never takes it easy. It's always deep and Max is no exact slouch in being able to make a man feel him. There's girth and depth.
Lifting his hand he places it low on Jason's hip, he leaves a thumb pressed against the skin and then yanks it back, and lets one of the lights in the kitchen blow instead. His hips snap forward and he shouts his frustration, smacking his body into Jason. ]
God, I need you. I want every single part of you.
[Max pushes his mouth against Jason's and swallows some of his moans. He begins to rock the bed with the pace of his hips now. His hand lifts a side of Jason's body and he arches his back off the couch so he can take a deeper angle to thrust into. Fingers bruise the hip as they press in deep, holding tightly. Max bows over and takes a nipple in his mouth, biting and pulling at it. He's far from gentle. He's hungry and angry that he can't have everything he wants, but still he loves what he has. ]
Remember this, remember me. Only me Jason. I want you to only remember me.
[Finally his hand reaches down and begins to run over and along Jason's cock, sliding along in a quick and easy motion from all the precum that had leaked previously. Max knows now that he can't do this once, he can't do this only twice. He's done for here. Jason's imprinted on his heart and soul, and this body -- he will never willingly give up any part of Jason for another person.]
No one else is ever gonna make me feel this way again.
[he knows it, he can feel it deep inside of him, and not just because Max is so deep. he feels it everywhere else, too. every time Max thrusts into him Jason can feel him filling more and more of him- all those holes and cracks in his heart that have been hurting all this time.
there might've been a time where he would've hated the possessiveness, but not now, not anymore- not with Max. Jason wants to be his, he wants to stay in this feeling forever, with Max.]
Want you too... fucking need you, Goddamn. Max.
[Jason can't help but moan out his name, over and over again, crying out when Max thrusts into him harder. it feels incredible, sparks moving through him so intensely that it almost makes sense when one of the lights in the kitchen blows. it's there in the back of his mind, the strangeness of it all, but it doesn't matter, because it's exactly how he feels- an electric charge so intense that everything around them feels it too. Max's mouth has a hold on his entire body, making him gasp and moan with every bite, with every thrust. they fit together. somehow, they fit perfectly together.]
Only you. Only you.
[he pants out, fingers dragging down Max's back, pressing in again, hard enough to leave his own marks. when Max's hand find his leaking cock again, Jason thrusts up into it before rocking back down on Max's cock, clenching hard around him. he's done for too. he never wants to feel anything other than this again.]
[When Jason says it, Max believes it because he knows that it's completely true. No one will ever make him feel the exact same way that Jason does. If there's others that come after, Jason has left his mark on Max's life, on his body, heart, mind and soul even. He could carve his name across his skin and it'd be no different than the nails that ran red furrows down his back.
The couch moves across the floor and one of the legs cracks with a loud noise that has nothing to do with any powers, but everything to do with how hard Max is thrusting into Jason's body. He's got his head to the armrest, and is panting. His fingers are working with great diligence to bring Jason to that one place while his cock slides back against his prostate again and again. ]
Jason. Oh god, fuck, fucking fuck. I'm gonna cum. I'm going to fill you with me....
[His next kiss is sloppy and open mouthed so he can breathe as their tongues mix in the air until he loses it and cries out into the air around them shoving himself so deep on two insistent thrusts, every muscle in his body strains at once, arms tight and snapped straight. Eventually he turns and bites deep into a place next to his mark, holding on as the orgasm shakes him to the very bone.
He drops his arms, but continues to work Jason through his own orgasm if he hadn't come already, never once wanting to give up on his lover's pleasure until it's every bit as good as his own. ]
[ it's all true. every word that falls from Jason's lips, it's all straight from his heart, bleeding out of every single part of him. he wants all of this to be true, and now? now he doesn't think he can leave any of this behind. god, he's fucked.
the couch breaks, but that doesn't pull Jason out of any of it. he keeps his hands on Max's body, rocking into him with pure abandon, taking Max in deeper and deeper until he just about sees stars. ]
Yes... yes... Max... fill me up, please.
[Jason moans loudly when Max says he's going to cum. his body is ready for it, and that last thrust before he comes is all he needs, spilling out over Max's hand as he's filled up, his whole body clenching tight around the other man's as he cries out, clinging to him with everything he's got. he can feel tears at the corners of his eyes when Max bites him again, spilling without hesitation as his body shakes with his orgasm. it's the most intense thing he's felt in his entire life.]
[Holding most of his body off to the side, it takes everything he has not to collapse on Jason. Max grabs a sweatshirt laying on the side of the couch and uses it to wipe off his hand and around the edges of Jason's thighs, because Max doesn't want to lose this feeling yet. In fact, he takes a deep breath and with a little help from his powers he uses them to help hold Jason up as he rolls him up in his lap and lifts them both to a standing position.]
Arms and legs around me.
[It might make sense to go to the shower, but Max wants to stay tied together. He doesn't want to let go yet, and so using that tiny bit of alien help he takes them both to the bed and moves carefully only slipping partially out as he climbs in. He pushes himself back in as soft as he is, and stays there. He knows it will feel cold and raw before too long, but for now...
Small kisses are dotted everywhere Max hurt Jason. He kisses every wound with great tenderness now, especially the angry one he left as he came. He licks at the blood that dripped down Jason's shoulder. They could treat the wounds with a little bit of antibacterial cream later. Just because aliens never got sick, didn't mean humans didn't. His lips find Jason's and he offers one of the most sensual, soft kisses between them yet-- offering up every ounce of emotion they shared but on the most gentle level he knows.]
You are the most beautiful person I've ever been with. [Max combs through Jason's hair and smiles down on him, barely holding himself up on an elbow, muscles still weak from exertion.]
[ Jason is so blissed out, clinging onto Max that he barely realized what's going on around him. it's only when Max starts moving that he really comes back to himself again, shifting into his lap, then wrapping his arms and legs around him when Max stands up. it's hard, cause his limbs feel like jelly, but he doesn't want to let go.
it's fucking nice when they finally end up in Max's bedroom, in his bed, and Max pushes back into him all the way, forcing a deep moan from Jason once again. he's so sensitive all around, but it feels good. he doesn't want to separate yet either.
all the pleasure is outweighing the pain, so he doesn't feel any of the soreness just yet, but the kisses are so good, so sweet, and he relishes each and every one of them. the kiss to his lips is more intense though, and he returns it in kind, pushing his fingers into Max's hair, his legs managing to slid up tight around his body. ]
[From this angle it's easy to tie himself up in Jason and that's exactly what Max does, arms and legs wind through and around the younger man. Max's body starts winding down from the intense rush of adrenaline that took him through that entire experience. What a wild ride. If he could move he'd take a shot of acetone about now to replenish his cells, but he's not moving from Jason's body or how completely whole he feels for once in his life.
Maybe he felt like this a couple times with Liz in the very beginning, but it had never been this real, this intense. It's an entirely different story, written with different paper and ink and Max wouldn't trade it for all the paperbacks in the world.
He sighs in contentment with Jason wrapped around him and Max's hands smooth down his body gently.] I think so. You can stay tonight? Say you'll stay with me tonight. I don't want to let you out of my arms, my precious love.
[the word love is tacked out without even a thought. It's true. If ever max were to think of it, or worry about it. If ever he were to hold it out in front of a mirror, when Max decides to give his heart be it over a night of loving, or over a shared sandbox, he does it instantly and never takes it back. He may not admit it in the daylight, but for tonight.]
[ tangled up in each other after something so intensely intimate feels so good. it feels so complete. all of it was so intense, and now Jason gets to revel in this softness, curling up into Max's arms. he's lost in them, really, letting out soft hums of satisfaction as he kisses along every last inch of skin he can reach while he's coming down from pure bliss. ]
I can stay tonight, yeah. I wanna stay with you.
[my precious love, Max says, and it lights Jason's insides on fire. no one loves him, and he knows it's just the afterglow, but he doesn't want to make sense of it right now. he just wants to be here in these words, in this moment. he wants to be Max's precious love.]
I don't ever, ever want to let you go. Stay with me forever.
[Those kisses are like the sweetest lullaby, a balm to the wounded soul of a warrior who has been at it so long that he's forgotten what it truly feels like to have someone bound up in the afterglow of everything he can do to them, for them. His own kisses return favor, and languidly deliver hazy promises as they move over damp bare skin.
Max moves to pull the covers up, considering they're both cooling from the exertion of earlier and he doesn't want Jason to get cold.
They'll toss them off later as body heat warms them again and letting go of one another isn't an option in the middle of the night, when they lay loving again after waking.
Except when they do it again, the words will be whispered softly, and everything will be slow and gentle. Max will still want and need Jason every bit as much, and he won't give in, give up, but as one or the other falls asleep, he might very might whisper his own quiet promise of i love you against the lazy curl of Jason's ear, praying he doesn't hear it, because he knows he'll never be able to admit it to himself come light of day. ]
[ and he really, truly does. he wishes he could, with every fiber of his being, but there's so much more to it than that. he doesn't think of any of that right now though, he just stays lost in this, in Max.
he curls up under the blanket, but mostly under Max, his arms sill sliding up and down his back as he holds him.
they definitely do it again, and maybe once more after that, and each time feels like the most incredible thing. he doesn't hear those words when they're whispered against his ear once he's asleep, but he can feel them, even when morning comes and he has to go. ]
[Having slept the sleep of the dead, Max slowly begins to orient himself feeling soreness in places he'd forgotten existed. It was wonderful, and then he realized that his fingers were numb from where Jason was laying over his arm, and he shifted some and smiled over at the beautiful man that he'd made his last night.
It felt like a dream. Clearly it had been a dream. There was no way that this angel had found its way into his life, into his bed and turned his life around completely as Jason had done. Could Max even put into words all the things that last night had meant to him? It wasn't only the sex, it was the trust inherent in Jason's eyes and the way he knew that they were no longer two people, but two souls slowly tying themselves into one.
It made his heart clench with love and fear all in the same breath. Tears formed at the corner of his eyes. Could Max go through this again? Not only that, but could he let Jason leave and go back to where he came from? They had so much to learn about one another and Jason was so young, there was so much that he couldn't understand about all that Max was and had gone through to be where he was. Max began to worry, even before Jason woke.
But then he reached over and touched a cheek blushed from sleep, and knew that he couldn't let any of this go. All the words he'd spoken last night were so very true. He never would let him go. Already in his heart. It would be a struggle. Dear god. He was amazing, and Max felt his body tight and ready as it woke many mornings. Liz would always laugh and walk away. He leaned in close and nuzzled against Jason's neck. He smelled so good.]
[ Jason's usually a terrible sleeper, but he also slept like the dead, only stirring slightly at the feel of something brushing over his cheek. he feels warm and safe... and very much not alone. fuck, this is what it feels like not to be alone?
he wakes completely as Max nuzzles into his neck, letting out a soft, sleepy sound as he opens his eyes, turning his head to nuzzle into Max's hair. fuck, he's sore all over, but he feels so good. ]
[No Jason, you're not alone. Max is very much here and once he realizes that Jason's awake, he's stirring enough to start kissing over and along various parts of the younger male's naked anatomy-- after he stole his arm back that is.]
Good morning, my beautiful precious. I take it you slept well?
[He's not particularly super awake, so the kisses are slow and drag over neck and chest as he moves, stretching Jason onto his back.] Thank you for an amazing night. You are wonderful ...
[words are pressed into the skin, written in lazy drawings of Max's tongue around nipple and then navel as he shuffles the covers off. It's obvious he's got something on his mind and won't be stopped. Settling alongside Jason's leg, Max licks over Jason's dick, be it awake or asleep. He pulls the whole thing in his mouth if it's still tiny, or covers the head in kisses if it's awake and proud. ]
[ Jason feels a shiver running across his skin when Max kisses him all over, from the tips of his fingers all the way down, he feels alive. it wasn't a dream, not something he's waking up from now. opening his eyes to this, to Max, he realizes it's better than any dream could ever be. ]
I slept so fucking well. I could feel your arms around me all night.
[his voice is still sleepy, but happy- so happy. he's all smiles as he lays out on his back, his fingers finding Max's skin and slowly smoothing them over his body, wherever he can reach. it's amazing how with a few words, Max can make him feel like he's worth something good. something better than he's ever been worth.]
It was perfect. Everything about last night was perfect. You're incredible.
[Jason says softly as Max moves down his body with his beautiful mouth. god, he loves this softness. it's the perfect way to wake up. his fingers slide up into Max's hair the further down he moves, and oh, hid dick is definitely awake, fully, by the time Max is finishes dragging his tongue up his length. Jason's body arches off the bed just slightly, letting out a soft moan.]
Fuck... your mouth. Your beautiful mouth. Feels so good on me, Max.
This is the way you should wake every morning, love.
[It doesn't even bother him that he's carried his language over into the morning. It feels right and curled up warm next to Jason's leg, Max lets all of his worries escape as the musk of last night fills in around him. The smell of their sex reminds him of how it felt to be wrapped up tight in Jason's body, his muscles clinging to Max as they told even the heavens how love was made.
This morning is no difference in its laziness. Max's tongue gently sweeps up and down the length of Jason's dick, swabbing it with saliva, coating the head in lazy open mouthed kisses before he covers the whole thing by taking it into the forward part of his mouth. Even there his tongue plays over the head as he sucks. It runs sideways through the little slit, always anxious for the taste of Jason. That salty bitterness that exclaims his awareness and attraction, his desire for what Max is doing to him.
Pulling off Max takes only a second to sip at some water before he's back, and this time he doesn't hesitate to open up his throat and show Jason all the skills he's learned. He pulls the whole of Jason's cock into his mouth, and then swallows and takes him back into this throat, working him down until Max's lips kiss Jason's body. He pulls back with his lips and tongue curled around the shaft, and navigates his way back down again.
Only once do his eyes ever leave Jason's face when he goes down, only that first swallow. Now that he's got his rhythm, he keeps his eyes on the man he cares about so intently, watching him, enjoying every single bit of his pleasure. He cups Jason's balls, and plays with them gently as he continues, slipping a finger back every now and then to brush along his taint, teasing his lover with as many little sensations as he can this early.]
[god, if he could wake this way every morning, he's pretty sure life would be perfect. the mention of love doesn't get lost on him either. he can feel it move through him, warming up his insides, cracking more of that armor he's worked so hard to put up. love. it's just a pet name, he figures. but god it feels good to hear Max say it.
that warmth only deepens when Max keeps at it with that talented mouth of his. it's all so slow and languid, pulling him into this deep, hazy feeling of arousal. he can't take his eyes off of Max. even when the other man pulls off, Jason's eyes follow him, until his head has to fall back from the incredible feeling of Max taking him so deep into his mouth. he lets out a broken moan, fingers curling tight into his hair. he'd be worried that he's pulling too hard, but he remembers how Max said he likes the pain. after last night and all the biting marks Max left, he understands why.]
Oh god... oh fuck, that's...
[his words get cut off by another moan, and then he's back to looking at Max again, wanting to see how it looks with his dick disappearing so deep in Max's mouth. it's fucking beautiful. he's gonna lose his mind with how good this feels.]
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Date: 2023-03-10 11:29 pm (UTC)for now he doesn't have to as he holds on to Max, hand stroking up and down his cock almost teasingly, but it's hard to keep things that way when those hips thrust forward, and Jason wants to give Max anything he wants. ]
Fuck, so are you. You're fucking gorgeous.
[his eyes don't leave Max's, even as he tilts his face into his hand. such a soft, sweet caress with that intense look of desire has Jason's heart pounding in his chest. maybe Max can feel that under his lips when he puts his mouth there, just above his heart. again, Jason doesn't expect what's coming, and Max manages to pull another deep moan from him when he starts sucking on his skin. what are you doing to me? Max asks, but it feels like Max is the one pulling him apart in the best kind of way.
it's possessive, and yet Jason wants to give it all to him without question. when Max's slick finger moves back down between then, pressing inside of him, Jason knows he absolutely will. it feels weird, and tight, but good, and Jason rocks his hips down a little to test things out. Max's fingers are skilled, and Jason knows how damn lucky he is to have this- to have Max be the first one to open him up completely.]
I wouldn't look at anything else but you. Anyone else but you. I want you to make me feel it so I never forget what it feels like to have you inside of me.
[he says breathlessly, letting out soft gasps in between as Max keeps working his fingers inside of him.]
I've never done this before.
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Date: 2023-03-11 02:19 am (UTC)It's the next statement though that hits Max like a winter wind right through his foreign heart. Shit He should have known. He should have been prepared for this. There was every indication that Jason was inexperienced. Max had only been wishing on a wind and a prayer that Jason had been through this before, and to go through Max's brand of what he considered depraved and slightly disturbed desire was not what he wished for the younger man on his first time with a man.
It was a bond that would hold them together forever and Max knew that now. He'd asked for it, and he was going to get it. Jason would remember Max's fingers, and the brands that Max placed-- because Max remembered the fingers and brands from the man he had fallen for that very first night they were together. How had he not seen the similarity. ] Fuck. Jason. Precious. Oh beautiful. I would have been ....
[he twists the finger inside Jason and pulls it out, reaching for the lubricant to offer something more gentle to work the younger male's ass open with. Max was going to say that he might have been softer, or not have labeled him with teeth and tongue, but this changed nothing. The feelings were all still there. Bowing his head, he kissed the head of Jason's cock, and licked through the heavy drop of cum that was about to spill over.]
I would do this all the same. I won't lie. I want you to always remember me as your first, as the man who took this from you and I promise I will never forget this either.
[Never in his existence has it been more difficult to keep from laying a hand print on someone, and yet he still refrained. Inhaling deeply, Max carefully kissed along the edges of Jason's hips as he went to work pressing one digit and then another inside Jason. He curled his fingers working to edge along those tight inward muscles until he could find that singular magical spot. Max needed Jason to feel that -- needed him to cry out beneath him even before he plunged his cock inside]
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Date: 2023-03-11 02:45 am (UTC)Max doesn't pull away though. instead he calls him those beautiful things again, the look in his eyes so soft, so intense. he would've been what? Jason can't quite figure it out right now, his head too fuzzy with desire, but he doesn't want it to be anything other than this. he wouldn't change a thing. it's what Max says as well a moment after that, and Jason fully relaxes again, dragging his thumb over the head of Max's cock, only letting go when Max shifts positions again. his hands travel back all over Max's body, nails digging in a little because he knows now that Max likes a little bite. ]
I would do it all the same too. I'd be right here with you, just like this.
[his hands slide up Max's back as he kisses along his hip, a soft moan escaping him as those fingers push in yet again, a little easier this time. he feels more calm, more relaxed now that he's told Max a bit more truth, and Max still wants to stick around and do this.
Max gets exactly what he wants when he finds that sweet spot inside Jason. he cries out, his body letting out a deep shiver as he arches closer to the other man.]
Holy fuck...
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Date: 2023-03-11 07:07 pm (UTC)[There's only a single light on in the kitchen and one on by them in the living room. It's probably a good thing. Max's hold on his control is hanging on by a thin strand, the deeper he falls into Jason, the thinner it gets and he can feel it wavering by the second. No matter how much the alien wants this to be something other than it is, the young male is digging permanent marks beneath his skin with nothing but the lay of his body, soft spoken words and the touch of his fingers and--
It's the eyes. It's jason's eyes. How could Max ever forget the way Jason's eyes seem to see him, see him as he actually is and not how so many others proclaim to know him as. Those clear eyes hold claim over his soul right now, and no matter how many times Max tries to deny it, and will try to deny it or even destroy it, Max knows it's futile. at least in every existence he knows of right now.
The feel of Jason's hands on his body make Max want to stop and move so that he can take the other over, and feel those hands raking up his whole body, pushing him to take everything a step deeper and harder, but Max knows that Jason needs a little more. So, he presses his fingers in again and again. He plunges them over into this man that he thinks of as his already.
Another bruise appears on Jason's hip, and a third finger joins the two there until Max is sure that Jason's ready, and when Max can stand it no longer he releases himself from the brutal plague of waiting.] Fuck. Fuck. I can't do this anymore. i need to be inside you now.
Tell me it's okay. Tell me you need me inside you. Say it. Say you want me. I need you Jason. I need you like I need to breathe right now, and I haven't felt this desperate for any one in so long. It aches. God it aches. [He moves between Jason's legs, pressing him into the couch, lube dripping from his cock and from Jason's ass where he poured it only second ago. His mouth moves to claim the others, but pauses before he does to hear those simple words. Max demands a lot, and words are all part of it.]
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Date: 2023-03-11 08:37 pm (UTC)Max... fuck, Max.
[Jason moans out his name, just like Max desires. Max has got him, cause it's the only name he ever wants to say from now on. god, they only just met. it's fucking crazy, but Max is in his head now. he's marked all over his skin, and soon he'll be inside of him too. his fingers are already deep inside of him, and Jason's body rocks down onto them as much as he can stand, spikes of pleasure moving through him with each bite and bruise that follows.
he's aching by the time Max speaks again, in the best kind of way, and fuck he's ready for it too. desperate for it in a way that should scare him, but right now it really doesn't.]
I need you inside of me. I want you so fucking bad. I want you inside of me, please. I'm ready.
[he nods, arms going around Max's neck to pull him closer, leaning up to kiss him hard and deep. Jason kisses him like he needs Max to breathe, ready to become one with him.]
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Date: 2023-03-11 09:47 pm (UTC)Remember to breathe precious, and hold on to me. Dig into me if it hurts. Remember that I like the pain. I love it.
[Taking a deep breath of his own, Max holds himself steady with one arm, and pushes Jason's knee up high so that he can begin to push inside the younger male. He begins slowly. It's straight up pain to work with such exacting patience, when he can already visualize himself buried all the way in the other man's body. Max won't do it though. He doesn't want to hurt the man he's falling for. He pushes in slowly, and then backs out, watching as the muscles around his cock quiver, flexing in and out, unsure of how to act. It's so tight and with each quiver they squeeze around him. He can feel pleasure build in his balls, and low in his stomach. ] Goddamn, precious, you're so unbelievably tight. So perfect.
[Max takes it in bit by bit, always pushing in a little more, and pulling back until finally he's seated completely within Jason. He exhales deeply and moans out Jason's name. He buries his face in Jason's neck and begins to kiss along the whole of it. He sucks at his mark again, and kisses it when it bleeds once more. Then he takes his lover's mouth and with that kiss his hips start to move.]
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Date: 2023-03-11 10:48 pm (UTC)Breathe and hold on, I've got you.
[it's good that Max reminds him though, because he does feel himself tense up when Max pushes his knees back, but then he breathes out and tries to relax, watching Max's face intently. a groan escapes him when Max starts pushing in, and his fingers do dig into the other man's skin, much more than they have before this. he holds on, toes curling a bit as Max pushes into him more, then pulls out and keeps going with the slowest pace. Jason appreciates the fuck out of it, because he needs it slow right now. it hurts, but it's good, because it's Max doing it, and Jason can see the the look on his face, and just how much he's trying to hold back and take his time for him. it warms him, and relaxes him even more, letting Max press into him a little easier.]
Oh god... fuck, Max....ah.
[little by little he gets used to the feeling of Max being inside of him, the discomfort melting away to something much deeper and more intense. he feels so full when Max is finally inside of him so completely, his whole body tightening around him for a moment, just to try and hold him there.
he lets out a louder moan when Max sucks on his skin again, and he quickly tries to get back to his lips for another kiss, deeper and more desperate this time as Max finally starts moving. after that, it's hard for Jason to stay quiet, hips rocking to meet each thrust. ]
Fuck, I feel so full. You make me feel so goddamn full.
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Date: 2023-03-11 11:03 pm (UTC)[It takes every single ounce of self-restraint max has not to place his hand upon Jason's chest and bind them together right now so that they are both feeling the same thing. Max wants Jason to know that he's feeling possessive and obsessive to the point of never wanting Jason to even look at another person sexually again. He wants Jason for all time, he never wants to let the other man leave him, and he doesn't even want to leave his body. If they could keep this feeling of being one forever, Max would take it.
And Max, god, he wants to know if Jason is feeling the same way. He wants to feel that exact same feeling of being filled. He misses that feeling so much. There's a shimmer in the corner of his eye as he pushes himself in deeper. He takes it slow for a little while, but never takes it easy. It's always deep and Max is no exact slouch in being able to make a man feel him. There's girth and depth.
Lifting his hand he places it low on Jason's hip, he leaves a thumb pressed against the skin and then yanks it back, and lets one of the lights in the kitchen blow instead. His hips snap forward and he shouts his frustration, smacking his body into Jason. ]
God, I need you. I want every single part of you.
[Max pushes his mouth against Jason's and swallows some of his moans. He begins to rock the bed with the pace of his hips now. His hand lifts a side of Jason's body and he arches his back off the couch so he can take a deeper angle to thrust into. Fingers bruise the hip as they press in deep, holding tightly. Max bows over and takes a nipple in his mouth, biting and pulling at it. He's far from gentle. He's hungry and angry that he can't have everything he wants, but still he loves what he has. ]
Remember this, remember me. Only me Jason. I want you to only remember me.
[Finally his hand reaches down and begins to run over and along Jason's cock, sliding along in a quick and easy motion from all the precum that had leaked previously. Max knows now that he can't do this once, he can't do this only twice. He's done for here. Jason's imprinted on his heart and soul, and this body -- he will never willingly give up any part of Jason for another person.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 12:29 am (UTC)[he knows it, he can feel it deep inside of him, and not just because Max is so deep. he feels it everywhere else, too. every time Max thrusts into him Jason can feel him filling more and more of him- all those holes and cracks in his heart that have been hurting all this time.
there might've been a time where he would've hated the possessiveness, but not now, not anymore- not with Max. Jason wants to be his, he wants to stay in this feeling forever, with Max.]
Want you too... fucking need you, Goddamn. Max.
[Jason can't help but moan out his name, over and over again, crying out when Max thrusts into him harder. it feels incredible, sparks moving through him so intensely that it almost makes sense when one of the lights in the kitchen blows. it's there in the back of his mind, the strangeness of it all, but it doesn't matter, because it's exactly how he feels- an electric charge so intense that everything around them feels it too. Max's mouth has a hold on his entire body, making him gasp and moan with every bite, with every thrust. they fit together. somehow, they fit perfectly together.]
Only you. Only you.
[he pants out, fingers dragging down Max's back, pressing in again, hard enough to leave his own marks. when Max's hand find his leaking cock again, Jason thrusts up into it before rocking back down on Max's cock, clenching hard around him. he's done for too. he never wants to feel anything other than this again.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 01:16 am (UTC)The couch moves across the floor and one of the legs cracks with a loud noise that has nothing to do with any powers, but everything to do with how hard Max is thrusting into Jason's body. He's got his head to the armrest, and is panting. His fingers are working with great diligence to bring Jason to that one place while his cock slides back against his prostate again and again. ]
Jason. Oh god, fuck, fucking fuck. I'm gonna cum. I'm going to fill you with me....
[His next kiss is sloppy and open mouthed so he can breathe as their tongues mix in the air until he loses it and cries out into the air around them shoving himself so deep on two insistent thrusts, every muscle in his body strains at once, arms tight and snapped straight. Eventually he turns and bites deep into a place next to his mark, holding on as the orgasm shakes him to the very bone.
He drops his arms, but continues to work Jason through his own orgasm if he hadn't come already, never once wanting to give up on his lover's pleasure until it's every bit as good as his own. ]
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Date: 2023-03-12 02:42 am (UTC)the couch breaks, but that doesn't pull Jason out of any of it. he keeps his hands on Max's body, rocking into him with pure abandon, taking Max in deeper and deeper until he just about sees stars. ]
Yes... yes... Max... fill me up, please.
[Jason moans loudly when Max says he's going to cum. his body is ready for it, and that last thrust before he comes is all he needs, spilling out over Max's hand as he's filled up, his whole body clenching tight around the other man's as he cries out, clinging to him with everything he's got. he can feel tears at the corners of his eyes when Max bites him again, spilling without hesitation as his body shakes with his orgasm. it's the most intense thing he's felt in his entire life.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 03:00 am (UTC)Arms and legs around me.
[It might make sense to go to the shower, but Max wants to stay tied together. He doesn't want to let go yet, and so using that tiny bit of alien help he takes them both to the bed and moves carefully only slipping partially out as he climbs in. He pushes himself back in as soft as he is, and stays there. He knows it will feel cold and raw before too long, but for now...
Small kisses are dotted everywhere Max hurt Jason. He kisses every wound with great tenderness now, especially the angry one he left as he came. He licks at the blood that dripped down Jason's shoulder. They could treat the wounds with a little bit of antibacterial cream later. Just because aliens never got sick, didn't mean humans didn't. His lips find Jason's and he offers one of the most sensual, soft kisses between them yet-- offering up every ounce of emotion they shared but on the most gentle level he knows.]
You are the most beautiful person I've ever been with. [Max combs through Jason's hair and smiles down on him, barely holding himself up on an elbow, muscles still weak from exertion.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 03:31 am (UTC)it's fucking nice when they finally end up in Max's bedroom, in his bed, and Max pushes back into him all the way, forcing a deep moan from Jason once again. he's so sensitive all around, but it feels good. he doesn't want to separate yet either.
all the pleasure is outweighing the pain, so he doesn't feel any of the soreness just yet, but the kisses are so good, so sweet, and he relishes each and every one of them. the kiss to his lips is more intense though, and he returns it in kind, pushing his fingers into Max's hair, his legs managing to slid up tight around his body. ]
Can it stay that way?
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Date: 2023-03-12 03:49 am (UTC)Maybe he felt like this a couple times with Liz in the very beginning, but it had never been this real, this intense. It's an entirely different story, written with different paper and ink and Max wouldn't trade it for all the paperbacks in the world.
He sighs in contentment with Jason wrapped around him and Max's hands smooth down his body gently.] I think so. You can stay tonight? Say you'll stay with me tonight. I don't want to let you out of my arms, my precious love.
[the word love is tacked out without even a thought. It's true. If ever max were to think of it, or worry about it. If ever he were to hold it out in front of a mirror, when Max decides to give his heart be it over a night of loving, or over a shared sandbox, he does it instantly and never takes it back. He may not admit it in the daylight, but for tonight.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 04:05 am (UTC)I can stay tonight, yeah. I wanna stay with you.
[my precious love, Max says, and it lights Jason's insides on fire. no one loves him, and he knows it's just the afterglow, but he doesn't want to make sense of it right now. he just wants to be here in these words, in this moment. he wants to be Max's precious love.]
You're the best thing that's ever happened to me.
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Date: 2023-03-12 04:25 am (UTC)[Those kisses are like the sweetest lullaby, a balm to the wounded soul of a warrior who has been at it so long that he's forgotten what it truly feels like to have someone bound up in the afterglow of everything he can do to them, for them. His own kisses return favor, and languidly deliver hazy promises as they move over damp bare skin.
Max moves to pull the covers up, considering they're both cooling from the exertion of earlier and he doesn't want Jason to get cold.
They'll toss them off later as body heat warms them again and letting go of one another isn't an option in the middle of the night, when they lay loving again after waking.
Except when they do it again, the words will be whispered softly, and everything will be slow and gentle. Max will still want and need Jason every bit as much, and he won't give in, give up, but as one or the other falls asleep, he might very might whisper his own quiet promise of i love you against the lazy curl of Jason's ear, praying he doesn't hear it, because he knows he'll never be able to admit it to himself come light of day. ]
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Date: 2023-03-12 05:44 am (UTC)[ and he really, truly does. he wishes he could, with every fiber of his being, but there's so much more to it than that. he doesn't think of any of that right now though, he just stays lost in this, in Max.
he curls up under the blanket, but mostly under Max, his arms sill sliding up and down his back as he holds him.
they definitely do it again, and maybe once more after that, and each time feels like the most incredible thing. he doesn't hear those words when they're whispered against his ear once he's asleep, but he can feel them, even when morning comes and he has to go. ]
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Date: 2023-03-12 09:04 pm (UTC)It felt like a dream. Clearly it had been a dream. There was no way that this angel had found its way into his life, into his bed and turned his life around completely as Jason had done. Could Max even put into words all the things that last night had meant to him? It wasn't only the sex, it was the trust inherent in Jason's eyes and the way he knew that they were no longer two people, but two souls slowly tying themselves into one.
It made his heart clench with love and fear all in the same breath. Tears formed at the corner of his eyes. Could Max go through this again? Not only that, but could he let Jason leave and go back to where he came from? They had so much to learn about one another and Jason was so young, there was so much that he couldn't understand about all that Max was and had gone through to be where he was. Max began to worry, even before Jason woke.
But then he reached over and touched a cheek blushed from sleep, and knew that he couldn't let any of this go. All the words he'd spoken last night were so very true. He never would let him go. Already in his heart. It would be a struggle. Dear god. He was amazing, and Max felt his body tight and ready as it woke many mornings. Liz would always laugh and walk away. He leaned in close and nuzzled against Jason's neck. He smelled so good.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 09:11 pm (UTC)he wakes completely as Max nuzzles into his neck, letting out a soft, sleepy sound as he opens his eyes, turning his head to nuzzle into Max's hair. fuck, he's sore all over, but he feels so good. ]
Mmm... gmorning.
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Date: 2023-03-12 09:48 pm (UTC)Good morning, my beautiful precious. I take it you slept well?
[He's not particularly super awake, so the kisses are slow and drag over neck and chest as he moves, stretching Jason onto his back.] Thank you for an amazing night. You are wonderful ...
[words are pressed into the skin, written in lazy drawings of Max's tongue around nipple and then navel as he shuffles the covers off. It's obvious he's got something on his mind and won't be stopped. Settling alongside Jason's leg, Max licks over Jason's dick, be it awake or asleep. He pulls the whole thing in his mouth if it's still tiny, or covers the head in kisses if it's awake and proud. ]
Mmmmm, so good.
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Date: 2023-03-12 10:09 pm (UTC)I slept so fucking well. I could feel your arms around me all night.
[his voice is still sleepy, but happy- so happy. he's all smiles as he lays out on his back, his fingers finding Max's skin and slowly smoothing them over his body, wherever he can reach. it's amazing how with a few words, Max can make him feel like he's worth something good. something better than he's ever been worth.]
It was perfect. Everything about last night was perfect. You're incredible.
[Jason says softly as Max moves down his body with his beautiful mouth. god, he loves this softness. it's the perfect way to wake up. his fingers slide up into Max's hair the further down he moves, and oh, hid dick is definitely awake, fully, by the time Max is finishes dragging his tongue up his length. Jason's body arches off the bed just slightly, letting out a soft moan.]
Fuck... your mouth. Your beautiful mouth. Feels so good on me, Max.
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Date: 2023-03-12 11:59 pm (UTC)[It doesn't even bother him that he's carried his language over into the morning. It feels right and curled up warm next to Jason's leg, Max lets all of his worries escape as the musk of last night fills in around him. The smell of their sex reminds him of how it felt to be wrapped up tight in Jason's body, his muscles clinging to Max as they told even the heavens how love was made.
This morning is no difference in its laziness. Max's tongue gently sweeps up and down the length of Jason's dick, swabbing it with saliva, coating the head in lazy open mouthed kisses before he covers the whole thing by taking it into the forward part of his mouth. Even there his tongue plays over the head as he sucks. It runs sideways through the little slit, always anxious for the taste of Jason. That salty bitterness that exclaims his awareness and attraction, his desire for what Max is doing to him.
Pulling off Max takes only a second to sip at some water before he's back, and this time he doesn't hesitate to open up his throat and show Jason all the skills he's learned. He pulls the whole of Jason's cock into his mouth, and then swallows and takes him back into this throat, working him down until Max's lips kiss Jason's body. He pulls back with his lips and tongue curled around the shaft, and navigates his way back down again.
Only once do his eyes ever leave Jason's face when he goes down, only that first swallow. Now that he's got his rhythm, he keeps his eyes on the man he cares about so intently, watching him, enjoying every single bit of his pleasure. He cups Jason's balls, and plays with them gently as he continues, slipping a finger back every now and then to brush along his taint, teasing his lover with as many little sensations as he can this early.]
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Date: 2023-03-13 01:24 pm (UTC)[god, if he could wake this way every morning, he's pretty sure life would be perfect. the mention of love doesn't get lost on him either. he can feel it move through him, warming up his insides, cracking more of that armor he's worked so hard to put up. love. it's just a pet name, he figures. but god it feels good to hear Max say it.
that warmth only deepens when Max keeps at it with that talented mouth of his. it's all so slow and languid, pulling him into this deep, hazy feeling of arousal. he can't take his eyes off of Max. even when the other man pulls off, Jason's eyes follow him, until his head has to fall back from the incredible feeling of Max taking him so deep into his mouth. he lets out a broken moan, fingers curling tight into his hair. he'd be worried that he's pulling too hard, but he remembers how Max said he likes the pain. after last night and all the biting marks Max left, he understands why.]
Oh god... oh fuck, that's...
[his words get cut off by another moan, and then he's back to looking at Max again, wanting to see how it looks with his dick disappearing so deep in Max's mouth. it's fucking beautiful. he's gonna lose his mind with how good this feels.]
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