[If Max hadn't loved Liz so fucking hard then maybe he'd be different, but he did. He loved her from the time he was in grade school until his first dying breath, and even beyond when she resurrected him. They had so many differences, and being together was so fucking hard. He wanted to marry her, he swore he did-- but. yeah. The first time they split, Max fell for a man. He fell so hard.
It was that man that taught him all about enjoying the other sex. Max had no idea he was even bisexual before then. They were possessive and obsessive over one another to the point of sealing love with blood and cum. Violence in the middle of sex was as beautiful as the tender moments afterwards. Then the other man left. He was gone as quick as he had come into Max's life, and Liz moved home and once more Max's life was filled with tender love as he'd remembered.
That love set him on edge. It set him on edge to the point that he almost hurt her everytime they touched. He could burn her alive if he wasn't careful. Possession was something she didn't want. She was so very independent. This. This is/was Max's story.
It's what moves him as he stares down at Jason, and wants so much but is terrified to take that first real step. So much could happen. He does know that he won't stop tonight, even if he didn't want it to be like this-- even if Jason was never meant to matter like this.
Max's mouth moves back to take Jason's and this time it's a little more gentle, lip plays against lip and his tongue flicks out between them to catch and tease Jason's tongue, making it a game so that max smiles.]
You weren't allowed to matter, Jason. I didn't want you to matter. I either fuck someone and let them go, or ... or they really matter and I have sex. You're somewhere in this murky middle and I don't know what to do, except want you. I really, really want you.
[There's no fear in Max's eyes, and there's a struggle, and sometimes Max runs from himself but not tonight. Tonight he chases those moans, pressing his hips back down firmly against Jason's, pushing his hardness against the young male's stomach. One hand reaches between them and flicks open the button on Jason's denim, and Max thumbs over the top of whatever erection settles upward, be it clothed or not.
He bites again on Jason's shoulder, this time harder but only at the same time that he palms down along the zipperline of Jason's jeans, mixing along that pleasure/pain barrier as fine as it gets.] You're so gorgeous. All of you. I want to fuck all of you precious.
[ maybe at one point Max can tell Jason his story... if they get there. Jason hasn't had those kinds of experiences yet and honestly he doesn't think he ever will. he's not sure he's meant for that kind of intensity, that kind of love. he mostly doesn't think he deserves it.
if they slowed down he'd be ok with it, he'd be happy with all of this the way it is. but god, he doesn't want to stop either. no one's ever held on to him like this before. no one's ever kissed him like this before either. Jason kisses back, smiling a little at the softness that's there now. he nips at Max's lips playfully, teasing right back with those flicks of his tongue.
those words of Max's would sting a little if they weren't followed by more sweet kisses. he's mostly glad that Max isn't freaking out on him right now though, or wanting this to be a one time thing, even if he's not sure what this is, or could be. even if he's in some sort of murky middle. ]
I want you too. I don't want you to let me go.
[Jason says quietly as he drags his nails up lightly along Max's back, tilting his head so he can kiss along his jaw. he wants to keep going, but that bite to his shoulder has him gasping hard, head falling back again as his hands sliding down over Max's ass and he pushes up against the other's hand.
of course he's wearing underwear. like he said, he wasn't planning on doing this tonight either. he thought maybe a few drinks, making out until Max forgot all his problems, and then he'd be heading back. but now? he can't imagine anything other than this right here, with someone who thinks that maybe he matters. someone who calls him precious.]
[Maybe one day Max will share all of his story, the alien part and everything. Even if aliens are a thing where Jason's from-- here, being an alien gets one killed and Max is so used to keeping his secret that he doesn't know how to freely share that kind of thing.
Slowing down isn't in his wheelhouse either. If he'd been someone else, or maybe even at a different point in his life he might have thought about it. This all hit so quickly, and the attraction is too intense to deny.
At least Jason didn't flip out about the bite, or the bruise it would leave in the morning, the definite impression of human teeth that would be sore over the next few days as it healed.
Holding Jason's thinly clothed erection in his palm Max opens his mouth--] Are you--
[but then jason tells Max to keep going, and the alien knows that Jason means it. He's certain that there's no stopping this, because once it goes past this point, Max won't stop unless he gets a direct no, red, and stop.]
If you really need me to stop, don't just say stop, use the color red, okay? I get in my head and I might not hear you unless you say that now and then.
[there's another warning on his lips, but it dies. If something happens alien-wise, Max will cross that bridge when they get there. Instead, he licks softly over the bite on the younger male's shoulder treating it with little gentle caresses of his tongue.
Then without another thought, Max flips open the button on his own jeans and downs the zipper revealing that there's nothing beneath them but milky white flesh. It wasn't like he was looking to get laid, but that's how he happened to go out tonight.
His dick springs free and rests hard and straight against his stomach, the tip shines with the anxiety of everything to come. Watching those beautiful eyes below him, he slides his hand down jason's chest and lifts his hand to suck on each of his fingers, licking over the digits before releasing them. From there, he takes that same hand and wraps it around his throbbing cock with a moan. Max keeps his eyes locked on those across from him still, making sure there's no release. Slowly he moves both their hands in an agonizing glide up and down.] Oh fuck, Jason. You are so precious. My god.
[He moans, and after a few more strokes his hips surge forward into their combined hands, where he stops and moves them to Jason's pants.] Now you.
[ Jason knows how that goes. it's hard to change how to protect yourself when that's all you've ever known. there doesn't need to be any of that now, though. they're all in right now, in so many other ways, and Jason has already let some walls down tonight. enough to let this connection of theirs thrive.
he loves the bite... more than he ever thought he might. it feels good, intense and maybe now he understands a bit of that possessiveness. it feels good to know that he can look in the mirror tomorrow and remember how much someone wants him to be theirs. hopefully for more than just one night.
he can't help but rock against Max's hand when it presses against his hardon, feeling dizzy with how good it all feels. ]
If I want you to stop I'll say red. Okay.
[but he knows he won't want that. not with the way, Max opens his pants to let his cock out and takes Jason's hand. he bites his lip as he watches Max suck on his fingers, his free hand dragging along the waistband of Max's pants to push them down just a little more. he can't help but let out his own low moan as his fingers wrap around Max's cock, and he helps him stroke. Max feels so good in his hand- heavy and hot and nearly throbbing with desire as he strokes up and down, squeezing just a bit. Max looks amazing looking down at him, rocking his hips into their combined hands. it's a beautiful full and he's fully ready to keep on going with this, till Max leads his hand back to his own pants.]
Fuck... okay.
[he shifts a bit to push his pants down a little more, then his underwear, pulling his hard cock out. the tips is already wet with precum, aching to be touched. he moves his hand back to Max's cock though, tugging it down to press against his with a groan.]
[It feels good to let things go, to let himself feel for the first time in what seems like forever. Max doesn't know why he's doing it with Jason, but he is. It'll probably scream his downfall one day, but he's strong. It's not like he hasn't come back from death and near death numerous times.
It's like magic watching someone as you start to take possession of them, as you start to control their passion, need, hunger even. It's pure erotica watching Jason as his lips become fuller and darker. His eyes take on a slightly deeper hue, and his cheeks flush with the heat inherent in want like this.
All of it because he placed fingertips around his erection and set them to move. Max's own eyes darken and once more lights flicker around them. He needs to get better control on how he's feeling or it could give away more than he wants to tonight.
That's another reason he moves things over to Jason, but then the younger male changes things and combines their hands to rub their cocks together, slicking them with combined pre-cum as joined hands rub them up and down. It's not fast or heated, but slow and almost painful as the nerves send signals like wild to the pleasure centers in the brain asking for more, harder, faster, deeper, further.
Pulling up a drop of their combined cum, Max puts it in his mouth and sucks it off, then he gathers another drop after squeezing their erections together to milk it out and holds it up to Jason's mouth.] Taste us. Taste how we are together. Know our flavor, how I am when I am only with you and you are only with me. Me alone.
[ whatever it is between the two of them, Jason knows it's something good. it's different, and electric and it makes him feel things he hasn't ever really felt before. Max might be the death of him too.
if Jason was in his right mind right now he'd notice the lights flickering in the same way as they did at the bar, but he's so far from making any sense of things right now. he's lost in Max's gaze, in his touch instead. it's right where he wants to be.
he laces his fingers with Max's and curls them around both their cocks, stroking slow and languid, just feeling it all out. it's overwhelming, but it isn't enough, all at the same time, especially when he gets to watch Max suck the precum from his finger. it's the hottest thing he's ever seen. when Max offers it to him in turn, Jason slides his tongue around those fingers to lick it off, letting out a low, almost pained moan at the taste, at those words. those fucking beautiful words that curl around his insides. they do him in real good, and he has to squeeze the base of his cock to keep from coming right then and there. ]
Only with you.
[he breathes out before he leans up to press his lips against Max's, licking at them to taste the two of them there together as well.]
[There is electricity in the air and it ripples along Max's skin. He has to close his eyes and consciously force his powers down. He doesn't need any blue sparks or fire ruining their moment. Nor does he need to accidentally handprint Jason right now.
There's a part of him that would love to share the intensity that it would bring, but he doesn't want to risk everything for this yet. He doesn't even know what this is. Max has always followed his gut, but feelings like this-- this quickly should never be trusted, should they? Thank god it's not a thought he can follow, because as soon as he's calmed the storm, Jason's pulling that slick between those two suckable lips and leaning over to take max's mouth.
Releasing the hold that Max has on them, He plants his nails into Jason's back and pulls them upward in dull lines while they kiss. His tongue licks over and across Jason's taking and tasting the come that was just there. He likes to know that he's the one drawing out this feeling, this bitter salty liquid from Jason's cock, and he's going to be the one to make the other come.
It will be his dick inside Jason before too long.] Stay. [He mutters against their lips, leaning over to kiss the side of Jason's neck quickly, and disappears into his room. He returns with a bottle and sets it next to them, before he kneels in front of Jason. Parting the young man's legs, he lifts one and licks at Jason's ankle bone, sucking around the tender spot, moving next to behind his knee. Max whispers soft kisses there, and blows over them with his heated breath and a touch of electricity that's barely perceptible.
Next he takes to Jason's thigh, and begins low and here he proceeds to mark the other with hickies and bite marks all the way up to the spot above his femoral artery. It's here he pauses. ] Tell me if this gets to be too much. [Max's eyes focus on Jason's as he begins to lower his head again, wanting to be careful at this point.]
[ if there was anyone Max could trust, it would be Jason, but they sure as hell don't know each other well enough for such deep secrets. Jason would like to get to know Max so much better, though.
feelings like this should never be trusted, but they're overwhelming right now, and all rational thought seems to have left Jason... but maybe Max too. if they're on the same page though, then maybe it's alright. it can be alright for as long as it's not, and that's all Jason can hope for as he kisses Max so deeply, tasting every part of him that he can.
Jason nods, licking his lips when Max breaks the kiss and tells him to stay. it's rare that someone can render Jason speechless, with no quips or smart ass remarks coming out of his mouth. that's exactly how he feels right now though. while Max is gone, Jason kicks off his pants completely, letting his fingers run up his shaft. he can still feel Max's fingers there too, along with the bite on his neck. he touches that too, but quickly removes his hand when Max comes back. it seems too sentimental just yet.
Max is quick to move back to him and with the bottle in hand, Jason realizes they're really going to do this. he wonders if he should tell Max that he's never done it with a guy before, but maybe Max has already figured it out. he doesn't have much time to think about it though, as Max is running his tongue along his skin. he sucks in soft breaths at the sensitive spots, and he wonders how he never knew how sensitive all these other parts are too. his fingers slide into Max's hair when he moves his mouth to his thigh, reveling in just how good those bites are, and how Max doesn't even hesitate to leave marks.]
It's not too much... but I'll tell you if it is.
[he assures Max, because he knows it's important to let him know.]
[There might have been a second Max stood at his door and watched Jason touch himself, knowing that he was thinking about Max, but when he touched the bite, Max couldn't sit still. It was too much. He had to be there, had to be touching Jason again. He had to be tasting and marking him up, making this beautiful creature his. How Max ever got this lucky he will never ever know, but for some reason Jason looked into his eyes and saw him and that was enough.
Licking his lips again, Max smiles at the compliment. Things are only as good as the people they are between he thinks, and then tables that thought in favor of licking along the side of Jason's cock once. He doesn't stay there long. He moves back to that one space on Jason's leg and layers saliva over it with his tongue.
God the flesh tastes so good, and he knows that he doesn't have to do this, but he wants it. He wants this taste of Jason so badly. His mouth pulls on the tender skin there and he sucks at it, biting around it. Not many people know that if they suck on skin hard enough, they can break enough capillaries to bring blood to the surface and through the skin, and the longer one sucks, the more blood flows. Max does, and he knows that teeth only encourage it by pinching the skin tighter and making it flow even quicker. It's a kink he's only shared with one other, but he wants it with Jason, needs it with Jason...
So when he feels the copper hit his tongue, he runs his hand along Jason's dick and strokes it softly, slowly, and takes a little nub of precum on his finger. With that he brings his digit forward and presses it skillfully and carefully until it slides around the tight rings of Jason's entrance. It's still mostly guarded by the couch beneath the young male, but he pushes between Jason's cheeks while he's still got his thigh in his mouth, while he's still tasting Jason's blood, and works to get a finger inside him.
Only once he's managed to push past that first tight ring of muscle and wholly inside Jason does he pull away. He needed that feeling of being inside the other for at least a second. Pulling away though, he immediately licks the tip of Jason's dick and takes in the head to lick and swallow around, drinking up the flavor of blood and cum in his mouth like the depraved, hungry, obsessed man that he is.] Fuck. You taste like god. I haven't tasted that...
[Max moans, and runs his hand over his own cock a few times, stopping in mid-stroke so that he can kiss the younger man hard, desperately, eagerly even. He can't explain what he's feeling now, only that is a true hunger and a pain like need for intimacy that is almost impossible to describe. ]
[Max's tongue running up his length has his cock twitching eagerly, and Jason's hand tightens in Max's hair. it's already so good, having Max between his legs like this, taking his time so wonderfully. it makes Jason feel all kinda of good, like this isn't something to be rushed through. precious.
the way Max sucks at his thigh, pulling his skin between his teeth... he knows it's going to leave a mark and he loves the thought of it. like the bite on his neck, he knows he'll be running his fingers along the bruised flesh over and over again when they're apart. eventually the intensity of the sucking makes him gasp, but nothing brings a sound out of him more than the way Max's finger pushes into him.
Max's mouth, his fingers, they're taking him apart in the best kind of way. he feels like he's loosing himself in this and he wants to.]
Max...
[he breathes out when that finger leaves him, but the sensation is replaced with Max's mouth on his cock and he moans, body arching up off the couch just a little as he tries to get closer.
everything is just a tease though, but Jason doesn't mind because he's kissing Max again, arm sliding around his neck to pull him closer, his other hand sliding down between them to wrap around the other's cock. he wants to touch, he wants to be closer, he's being pulled in every direction and he's never felt better in his entire life.]
[The taste of blood and cum rolls between them, mixed on tongues as they glide along on a shared plane of desire and want. If Max is pulling Jason apart, the alien has already fallen to pieces between the younger man's legs as he took exactly what he needed from the pliant and all too willing. The feeling of Jason's hand around Max's cock only fuel's the ex-cop's insaitable need.
Hips jut forward and thrust with silent abandon. ] You're so fucking beautiful.
[Forehead to forehead, Max pants out his words keeping his eyes locked on Jason's face as he brings up one hand to caress over a damp and rosy cheek.] Why do you have to be so fucking beautiful like this. What are you doing to me. [He inquires not for the first or last time today.]
[Taking himself lower, Max finds where Jason's heart beats and sets his teeth and mouth to it, initiating another intimate mark, this time one that he'd hesitated to make on anyone he'd not shared a true relationship with. The bond isn't his tightest one yet, but that he would only make with one he loved truly. This is possessive, and he has no right to take it, but he does anyhow. Max takes the spot above Jason's heart and makes it his. He knows he can only renew it for so long, but for now as the blood flows into his mouth, he knows that it will remain while Jason is in Roswell.
Once more, as he takes the mark, he uses a small bit of precum to lubricate his finger and press it inside Jason.
This time he keeps it there after he pulls his mouth away, lips red with Jason's blood. Mass pulls his finger back a tiny bit and pushes it back in, and then once more before working it inside with a curl through the muscles, tipping his finger a little so he can stretch the entrance. Hissing as the muscles cling and work around finger, knowing that they'll do the same to his cock. Through the entirety of it all Max never once lets his eyes leave Jason's, dark orbs watch the other closely. ] Look at me. Look at me while I'm inside you. I want you to remember that it's me who is inside you and no one else, precious. No one else can fill you like I can. Remember that. Not even with just a finger.
[It's a brag that he doesn't make humbly. Max knows his skill in the bedroom, and there's more that he will have to share one day that would make this the most erotic and intense experience of Jason's life, but for tonight. It's them, only them, and Max will make Jason remember this moment for the rest of his life-- because fuck if Max will ever forget it.]
[ is it always supposed to feel like this? Jason's pretty sure it wouldn't, not with anyone else. this is intensely special and intimate, even though they've really only just met, and Jason wants to hold on to it for as long as possible. fuck, he already doesn't want to let Max go.
for now he doesn't have to as he holds on to Max, hand stroking up and down his cock almost teasingly, but it's hard to keep things that way when those hips thrust forward, and Jason wants to give Max anything he wants. ]
Fuck, so are you. You're fucking gorgeous.
[his eyes don't leave Max's, even as he tilts his face into his hand. such a soft, sweet caress with that intense look of desire has Jason's heart pounding in his chest. maybe Max can feel that under his lips when he puts his mouth there, just above his heart. again, Jason doesn't expect what's coming, and Max manages to pull another deep moan from him when he starts sucking on his skin. what are you doing to me? Max asks, but it feels like Max is the one pulling him apart in the best kind of way.
it's possessive, and yet Jason wants to give it all to him without question. when Max's slick finger moves back down between then, pressing inside of him, Jason knows he absolutely will. it feels weird, and tight, but good, and Jason rocks his hips down a little to test things out. Max's fingers are skilled, and Jason knows how damn lucky he is to have this- to have Max be the first one to open him up completely.]
I wouldn't look at anything else but you. Anyone else but you. I want you to make me feel it so I never forget what it feels like to have you inside of me.
[he says breathlessly, letting out soft gasps in between as Max keeps working his fingers inside of him.]
[It's almost cruel to demand such a tribute, to make Jason promise such things to Max. Words are on his lips to say something different, but the trust in the younger male's eyes keep his mouth silent.
It's the next statement though that hits Max like a winter wind right through his foreign heart. Shit He should have known. He should have been prepared for this. There was every indication that Jason was inexperienced. Max had only been wishing on a wind and a prayer that Jason had been through this before, and to go through Max's brand of what he considered depraved and slightly disturbed desire was not what he wished for the younger man on his first time with a man.
It was a bond that would hold them together forever and Max knew that now. He'd asked for it, and he was going to get it. Jason would remember Max's fingers, and the brands that Max placed-- because Max remembered the fingers and brands from the man he had fallen for that very first night they were together. How had he not seen the similarity. ] Fuck. Jason. Precious. Oh beautiful. I would have been ....
[he twists the finger inside Jason and pulls it out, reaching for the lubricant to offer something more gentle to work the younger male's ass open with. Max was going to say that he might have been softer, or not have labeled him with teeth and tongue, but this changed nothing. The feelings were all still there. Bowing his head, he kissed the head of Jason's cock, and licked through the heavy drop of cum that was about to spill over.]
I would do this all the same. I won't lie. I want you to always remember me as your first, as the man who took this from you and I promise I will never forget this either.
[Never in his existence has it been more difficult to keep from laying a hand print on someone, and yet he still refrained. Inhaling deeply, Max carefully kissed along the edges of Jason's hips as he went to work pressing one digit and then another inside Jason. He curled his fingers working to edge along those tight inward muscles until he could find that singular magical spot. Max needed Jason to feel that -- needed him to cry out beneath him even before he plunged his cock inside]
[ Jason almost regrets his words the moment after they're out of his mouth. Max is so experienced and Jason isn't, and maybe that's just too much for the other man to handle. maybe he doesn't want this kinda thing. he knows that people freak, and so without even thinking much about it he clings a little tighter, hoping Max doesn't pull away.
Max doesn't pull away though. instead he calls him those beautiful things again, the look in his eyes so soft, so intense. he would've been what? Jason can't quite figure it out right now, his head too fuzzy with desire, but he doesn't want it to be anything other than this. he wouldn't change a thing. it's what Max says as well a moment after that, and Jason fully relaxes again, dragging his thumb over the head of Max's cock, only letting go when Max shifts positions again. his hands travel back all over Max's body, nails digging in a little because he knows now that Max likes a little bite. ]
I would do it all the same too. I'd be right here with you, just like this.
[his hands slide up Max's back as he kisses along his hip, a soft moan escaping him as those fingers push in yet again, a little easier this time. he feels more calm, more relaxed now that he's told Max a bit more truth, and Max still wants to stick around and do this.
Max gets exactly what he wants when he finds that sweet spot inside Jason. he cries out, his body letting out a deep shiver as he arches closer to the other man.]
That's it, cry for me. Say my name. I want to hear it.
[There's only a single light on in the kitchen and one on by them in the living room. It's probably a good thing. Max's hold on his control is hanging on by a thin strand, the deeper he falls into Jason, the thinner it gets and he can feel it wavering by the second. No matter how much the alien wants this to be something other than it is, the young male is digging permanent marks beneath his skin with nothing but the lay of his body, soft spoken words and the touch of his fingers and--
It's the eyes. It's jason's eyes. How could Max ever forget the way Jason's eyes seem to see him, see him as he actually is and not how so many others proclaim to know him as. Those clear eyes hold claim over his soul right now, and no matter how many times Max tries to deny it, and will try to deny it or even destroy it, Max knows it's futile. at least in every existence he knows of right now.
The feel of Jason's hands on his body make Max want to stop and move so that he can take the other over, and feel those hands raking up his whole body, pushing him to take everything a step deeper and harder, but Max knows that Jason needs a little more. So, he presses his fingers in again and again. He plunges them over into this man that he thinks of as his already.
Another bruise appears on Jason's hip, and a third finger joins the two there until Max is sure that Jason's ready, and when Max can stand it no longer he releases himself from the brutal plague of waiting.] Fuck. Fuck. I can't do this anymore. i need to be inside you now.
Tell me it's okay. Tell me you need me inside you. Say it. Say you want me. I need you Jason. I need you like I need to breathe right now, and I haven't felt this desperate for any one in so long. It aches. God it aches. [He moves between Jason's legs, pressing him into the couch, lube dripping from his cock and from Jason's ass where he poured it only second ago. His mouth moves to claim the others, but pauses before he does to hear those simple words. Max demands a lot, and words are all part of it.]
[ he feels dizzy with pleasure, those fingers pressing into him in a way that makes him feel weak like he's never felt before. ]
Max... fuck, Max.
[Jason moans out his name, just like Max desires. Max has got him, cause it's the only name he ever wants to say from now on. god, they only just met. it's fucking crazy, but Max is in his head now. he's marked all over his skin, and soon he'll be inside of him too. his fingers are already deep inside of him, and Jason's body rocks down onto them as much as he can stand, spikes of pleasure moving through him with each bite and bruise that follows.
he's aching by the time Max speaks again, in the best kind of way, and fuck he's ready for it too. desperate for it in a way that should scare him, but right now it really doesn't.]
I need you inside of me. I want you so fucking bad. I want you inside of me, please. I'm ready.
[he nods, arms going around Max's neck to pull him closer, leaning up to kiss him hard and deep. Jason kisses him like he needs Max to breathe, ready to become one with him.]
[The smallest part of Max bemoans the fact that all the preamble to this point is done. If he could have sat there worshiping Jason's body for days and never needed him this much, he would have. There's this need, the utter desperation that Max feels and he knows that he has to do this, he has to be one with the other man. ]
Remember to breathe precious, and hold on to me. Dig into me if it hurts. Remember that I like the pain. I love it.
[Taking a deep breath of his own, Max holds himself steady with one arm, and pushes Jason's knee up high so that he can begin to push inside the younger male. He begins slowly. It's straight up pain to work with such exacting patience, when he can already visualize himself buried all the way in the other man's body. Max won't do it though. He doesn't want to hurt the man he's falling for. He pushes in slowly, and then backs out, watching as the muscles around his cock quiver, flexing in and out, unsure of how to act. It's so tight and with each quiver they squeeze around him. He can feel pleasure build in his balls, and low in his stomach. ] Goddamn, precious, you're so unbelievably tight. So perfect.
[Max takes it in bit by bit, always pushing in a little more, and pulling back until finally he's seated completely within Jason. He exhales deeply and moans out Jason's name. He buries his face in Jason's neck and begins to kiss along the whole of it. He sucks at his mark again, and kisses it when it bleeds once more. Then he takes his lover's mouth and with that kiss his hips start to move.]
[ Jason could do all of this all night- the first part, the second, all of it. maybe there'll be time to go again, and Max won't have to bemoan anything. for now though, Jason is aching to keep going. to feel everything Max is willing to offer.]
Breathe and hold on, I've got you.
[it's good that Max reminds him though, because he does feel himself tense up when Max pushes his knees back, but then he breathes out and tries to relax, watching Max's face intently. a groan escapes him when Max starts pushing in, and his fingers do dig into the other man's skin, much more than they have before this. he holds on, toes curling a bit as Max pushes into him more, then pulls out and keeps going with the slowest pace. Jason appreciates the fuck out of it, because he needs it slow right now. it hurts, but it's good, because it's Max doing it, and Jason can see the the look on his face, and just how much he's trying to hold back and take his time for him. it warms him, and relaxes him even more, letting Max press into him a little easier.]
Oh god... fuck, Max....ah.
[little by little he gets used to the feeling of Max being inside of him, the discomfort melting away to something much deeper and more intense. he feels so full when Max is finally inside of him so completely, his whole body tightening around him for a moment, just to try and hold him there.
he lets out a louder moan when Max sucks on his skin again, and he quickly tries to get back to his lips for another kiss, deeper and more desperate this time as Max finally starts moving. after that, it's hard for Jason to stay quiet, hips rocking to meet each thrust. ]
Fuck, I feel so full. You make me feel so goddamn full.
That's it. That's me. I'm in you and no one else will ever fucking make you feel this again.
[It takes every single ounce of self-restraint max has not to place his hand upon Jason's chest and bind them together right now so that they are both feeling the same thing. Max wants Jason to know that he's feeling possessive and obsessive to the point of never wanting Jason to even look at another person sexually again. He wants Jason for all time, he never wants to let the other man leave him, and he doesn't even want to leave his body. If they could keep this feeling of being one forever, Max would take it.
And Max, god, he wants to know if Jason is feeling the same way. He wants to feel that exact same feeling of being filled. He misses that feeling so much. There's a shimmer in the corner of his eye as he pushes himself in deeper. He takes it slow for a little while, but never takes it easy. It's always deep and Max is no exact slouch in being able to make a man feel him. There's girth and depth.
Lifting his hand he places it low on Jason's hip, he leaves a thumb pressed against the skin and then yanks it back, and lets one of the lights in the kitchen blow instead. His hips snap forward and he shouts his frustration, smacking his body into Jason. ]
God, I need you. I want every single part of you.
[Max pushes his mouth against Jason's and swallows some of his moans. He begins to rock the bed with the pace of his hips now. His hand lifts a side of Jason's body and he arches his back off the couch so he can take a deeper angle to thrust into. Fingers bruise the hip as they press in deep, holding tightly. Max bows over and takes a nipple in his mouth, biting and pulling at it. He's far from gentle. He's hungry and angry that he can't have everything he wants, but still he loves what he has. ]
Remember this, remember me. Only me Jason. I want you to only remember me.
[Finally his hand reaches down and begins to run over and along Jason's cock, sliding along in a quick and easy motion from all the precum that had leaked previously. Max knows now that he can't do this once, he can't do this only twice. He's done for here. Jason's imprinted on his heart and soul, and this body -- he will never willingly give up any part of Jason for another person.]
No one else is ever gonna make me feel this way again.
[he knows it, he can feel it deep inside of him, and not just because Max is so deep. he feels it everywhere else, too. every time Max thrusts into him Jason can feel him filling more and more of him- all those holes and cracks in his heart that have been hurting all this time.
there might've been a time where he would've hated the possessiveness, but not now, not anymore- not with Max. Jason wants to be his, he wants to stay in this feeling forever, with Max.]
Want you too... fucking need you, Goddamn. Max.
[Jason can't help but moan out his name, over and over again, crying out when Max thrusts into him harder. it feels incredible, sparks moving through him so intensely that it almost makes sense when one of the lights in the kitchen blows. it's there in the back of his mind, the strangeness of it all, but it doesn't matter, because it's exactly how he feels- an electric charge so intense that everything around them feels it too. Max's mouth has a hold on his entire body, making him gasp and moan with every bite, with every thrust. they fit together. somehow, they fit perfectly together.]
Only you. Only you.
[he pants out, fingers dragging down Max's back, pressing in again, hard enough to leave his own marks. when Max's hand find his leaking cock again, Jason thrusts up into it before rocking back down on Max's cock, clenching hard around him. he's done for too. he never wants to feel anything other than this again.]
[When Jason says it, Max believes it because he knows that it's completely true. No one will ever make him feel the exact same way that Jason does. If there's others that come after, Jason has left his mark on Max's life, on his body, heart, mind and soul even. He could carve his name across his skin and it'd be no different than the nails that ran red furrows down his back.
The couch moves across the floor and one of the legs cracks with a loud noise that has nothing to do with any powers, but everything to do with how hard Max is thrusting into Jason's body. He's got his head to the armrest, and is panting. His fingers are working with great diligence to bring Jason to that one place while his cock slides back against his prostate again and again. ]
Jason. Oh god, fuck, fucking fuck. I'm gonna cum. I'm going to fill you with me....
[His next kiss is sloppy and open mouthed so he can breathe as their tongues mix in the air until he loses it and cries out into the air around them shoving himself so deep on two insistent thrusts, every muscle in his body strains at once, arms tight and snapped straight. Eventually he turns and bites deep into a place next to his mark, holding on as the orgasm shakes him to the very bone.
He drops his arms, but continues to work Jason through his own orgasm if he hadn't come already, never once wanting to give up on his lover's pleasure until it's every bit as good as his own. ]
[ it's all true. every word that falls from Jason's lips, it's all straight from his heart, bleeding out of every single part of him. he wants all of this to be true, and now? now he doesn't think he can leave any of this behind. god, he's fucked.
the couch breaks, but that doesn't pull Jason out of any of it. he keeps his hands on Max's body, rocking into him with pure abandon, taking Max in deeper and deeper until he just about sees stars. ]
Yes... yes... Max... fill me up, please.
[Jason moans loudly when Max says he's going to cum. his body is ready for it, and that last thrust before he comes is all he needs, spilling out over Max's hand as he's filled up, his whole body clenching tight around the other man's as he cries out, clinging to him with everything he's got. he can feel tears at the corners of his eyes when Max bites him again, spilling without hesitation as his body shakes with his orgasm. it's the most intense thing he's felt in his entire life.]
[Holding most of his body off to the side, it takes everything he has not to collapse on Jason. Max grabs a sweatshirt laying on the side of the couch and uses it to wipe off his hand and around the edges of Jason's thighs, because Max doesn't want to lose this feeling yet. In fact, he takes a deep breath and with a little help from his powers he uses them to help hold Jason up as he rolls him up in his lap and lifts them both to a standing position.]
Arms and legs around me.
[It might make sense to go to the shower, but Max wants to stay tied together. He doesn't want to let go yet, and so using that tiny bit of alien help he takes them both to the bed and moves carefully only slipping partially out as he climbs in. He pushes himself back in as soft as he is, and stays there. He knows it will feel cold and raw before too long, but for now...
Small kisses are dotted everywhere Max hurt Jason. He kisses every wound with great tenderness now, especially the angry one he left as he came. He licks at the blood that dripped down Jason's shoulder. They could treat the wounds with a little bit of antibacterial cream later. Just because aliens never got sick, didn't mean humans didn't. His lips find Jason's and he offers one of the most sensual, soft kisses between them yet-- offering up every ounce of emotion they shared but on the most gentle level he knows.]
You are the most beautiful person I've ever been with. [Max combs through Jason's hair and smiles down on him, barely holding himself up on an elbow, muscles still weak from exertion.]
[ Jason is so blissed out, clinging onto Max that he barely realized what's going on around him. it's only when Max starts moving that he really comes back to himself again, shifting into his lap, then wrapping his arms and legs around him when Max stands up. it's hard, cause his limbs feel like jelly, but he doesn't want to let go.
it's fucking nice when they finally end up in Max's bedroom, in his bed, and Max pushes back into him all the way, forcing a deep moan from Jason once again. he's so sensitive all around, but it feels good. he doesn't want to separate yet either.
all the pleasure is outweighing the pain, so he doesn't feel any of the soreness just yet, but the kisses are so good, so sweet, and he relishes each and every one of them. the kiss to his lips is more intense though, and he returns it in kind, pushing his fingers into Max's hair, his legs managing to slid up tight around his body. ]
[From this angle it's easy to tie himself up in Jason and that's exactly what Max does, arms and legs wind through and around the younger man. Max's body starts winding down from the intense rush of adrenaline that took him through that entire experience. What a wild ride. If he could move he'd take a shot of acetone about now to replenish his cells, but he's not moving from Jason's body or how completely whole he feels for once in his life.
Maybe he felt like this a couple times with Liz in the very beginning, but it had never been this real, this intense. It's an entirely different story, written with different paper and ink and Max wouldn't trade it for all the paperbacks in the world.
He sighs in contentment with Jason wrapped around him and Max's hands smooth down his body gently.] I think so. You can stay tonight? Say you'll stay with me tonight. I don't want to let you out of my arms, my precious love.
[the word love is tacked out without even a thought. It's true. If ever max were to think of it, or worry about it. If ever he were to hold it out in front of a mirror, when Max decides to give his heart be it over a night of loving, or over a shared sandbox, he does it instantly and never takes it back. He may not admit it in the daylight, but for tonight.]
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Date: 2023-03-09 09:11 pm (UTC)It was that man that taught him all about enjoying the other sex. Max had no idea he was even bisexual before then. They were possessive and obsessive over one another to the point of sealing love with blood and cum. Violence in the middle of sex was as beautiful as the tender moments afterwards. Then the other man left. He was gone as quick as he had come into Max's life, and Liz moved home and once more Max's life was filled with tender love as he'd remembered.
That love set him on edge. It set him on edge to the point that he almost hurt her everytime they touched. He could burn her alive if he wasn't careful. Possession was something she didn't want. She was so very independent. This. This is/was Max's story.
It's what moves him as he stares down at Jason, and wants so much but is terrified to take that first real step. So much could happen. He does know that he won't stop tonight, even if he didn't want it to be like this-- even if Jason was never meant to matter like this.
Max's mouth moves back to take Jason's and this time it's a little more gentle, lip plays against lip and his tongue flicks out between them to catch and tease Jason's tongue, making it a game so that max smiles.]
You weren't allowed to matter, Jason. I didn't want you to matter. I either fuck someone and let them go, or ... or they really matter and I have sex. You're somewhere in this murky middle and I don't know what to do, except want you. I really, really want you.
[There's no fear in Max's eyes, and there's a struggle, and sometimes Max runs from himself but not tonight. Tonight he chases those moans, pressing his hips back down firmly against Jason's, pushing his hardness against the young male's stomach. One hand reaches between them and flicks open the button on Jason's denim, and Max thumbs over the top of whatever erection settles upward, be it clothed or not.
He bites again on Jason's shoulder, this time harder but only at the same time that he palms down along the zipperline of Jason's jeans, mixing along that pleasure/pain barrier as fine as it gets.] You're so gorgeous. All of you. I want to fuck all of you precious.
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Date: 2023-03-09 10:42 pm (UTC)if they slowed down he'd be ok with it, he'd be happy with all of this the way it is. but god, he doesn't want to stop either. no one's ever held on to him like this before. no one's ever kissed him like this before either. Jason kisses back, smiling a little at the softness that's there now. he nips at Max's lips playfully, teasing right back with those flicks of his tongue.
those words of Max's would sting a little if they weren't followed by more sweet kisses. he's mostly glad that Max isn't freaking out on him right now though, or wanting this to be a one time thing, even if he's not sure what this is, or could be. even if he's in some sort of murky middle. ]
I want you too. I don't want you to let me go.
[Jason says quietly as he drags his nails up lightly along Max's back, tilting his head so he can kiss along his jaw. he wants to keep going, but that bite to his shoulder has him gasping hard, head falling back again as his hands sliding down over Max's ass and he pushes up against the other's hand.
of course he's wearing underwear. like he said, he wasn't planning on doing this tonight either. he thought maybe a few drinks, making out until Max forgot all his problems, and then he'd be heading back. but now? he can't imagine anything other than this right here, with someone who thinks that maybe he matters. someone who calls him precious.]
Keep going. I want you to keep going.
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Date: 2023-03-09 11:14 pm (UTC)Slowing down isn't in his wheelhouse either. If he'd been someone else, or maybe even at a different point in his life he might have thought about it. This all hit so quickly, and the attraction is too intense to deny.
At least Jason didn't flip out about the bite, or the bruise it would leave in the morning, the definite impression of human teeth that would be sore over the next few days as it healed.
Holding Jason's thinly clothed erection in his palm Max opens his mouth--] Are you--
[but then jason tells Max to keep going, and the alien knows that Jason means it. He's certain that there's no stopping this, because once it goes past this point, Max won't stop unless he gets a direct no, red, and stop.]
If you really need me to stop, don't just say stop, use the color red, okay? I get in my head and I might not hear you unless you say that now and then.
[there's another warning on his lips, but it dies. If something happens alien-wise, Max will cross that bridge when they get there. Instead, he licks softly over the bite on the younger male's shoulder treating it with little gentle caresses of his tongue.
Then without another thought, Max flips open the button on his own jeans and downs the zipper revealing that there's nothing beneath them but milky white flesh. It wasn't like he was looking to get laid, but that's how he happened to go out tonight.
His dick springs free and rests hard and straight against his stomach, the tip shines with the anxiety of everything to come. Watching those beautiful eyes below him, he slides his hand down jason's chest and lifts his hand to suck on each of his fingers, licking over the digits before releasing them. From there, he takes that same hand and wraps it around his throbbing cock with a moan. Max keeps his eyes locked on those across from him still, making sure there's no release. Slowly he moves both their hands in an agonizing glide up and down.] Oh fuck, Jason. You are so precious. My god.
[He moans, and after a few more strokes his hips surge forward into their combined hands, where he stops and moves them to Jason's pants.] Now you.
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Date: 2023-03-10 12:38 am (UTC)he loves the bite... more than he ever thought he might. it feels good, intense and maybe now he understands a bit of that possessiveness. it feels good to know that he can look in the mirror tomorrow and remember how much someone wants him to be theirs. hopefully for more than just one night.
he can't help but rock against Max's hand when it presses against his hardon, feeling dizzy with how good it all feels. ]
If I want you to stop I'll say red. Okay.
[but he knows he won't want that. not with the way, Max opens his pants to let his cock out and takes Jason's hand. he bites his lip as he watches Max suck on his fingers, his free hand dragging along the waistband of Max's pants to push them down just a little more. he can't help but let out his own low moan as his fingers wrap around Max's cock, and he helps him stroke. Max feels so good in his hand- heavy and hot and nearly throbbing with desire as he strokes up and down, squeezing just a bit. Max looks amazing looking down at him, rocking his hips into their combined hands. it's a beautiful full and he's fully ready to keep on going with this, till Max leads his hand back to his own pants.]
Fuck... okay.
[he shifts a bit to push his pants down a little more, then his underwear, pulling his hard cock out. the tips is already wet with precum, aching to be touched. he moves his hand back to Max's cock though, tugging it down to press against his with a groan.]
God, that's good. That's so fucking good.
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Date: 2023-03-10 01:22 am (UTC)It's like magic watching someone as you start to take possession of them, as you start to control their passion, need, hunger even. It's pure erotica watching Jason as his lips become fuller and darker. His eyes take on a slightly deeper hue, and his cheeks flush with the heat inherent in want like this.
All of it because he placed fingertips around his erection and set them to move. Max's own eyes darken and once more lights flicker around them. He needs to get better control on how he's feeling or it could give away more than he wants to tonight.
That's another reason he moves things over to Jason, but then the younger male changes things and combines their hands to rub their cocks together, slicking them with combined pre-cum as joined hands rub them up and down. It's not fast or heated, but slow and almost painful as the nerves send signals like wild to the pleasure centers in the brain asking for more, harder, faster, deeper, further.
Pulling up a drop of their combined cum, Max puts it in his mouth and sucks it off, then he gathers another drop after squeezing their erections together to milk it out and holds it up to Jason's mouth.] Taste us. Taste how we are together. Know our flavor, how I am when I am only with you and you are only with me. Me alone.
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Date: 2023-03-10 02:02 am (UTC)if Jason was in his right mind right now he'd notice the lights flickering in the same way as they did at the bar, but he's so far from making any sense of things right now. he's lost in Max's gaze, in his touch instead. it's right where he wants to be.
he laces his fingers with Max's and curls them around both their cocks, stroking slow and languid, just feeling it all out. it's overwhelming, but it isn't enough, all at the same time, especially when he gets to watch Max suck the precum from his finger. it's the hottest thing he's ever seen. when Max offers it to him in turn, Jason slides his tongue around those fingers to lick it off, letting out a low, almost pained moan at the taste, at those words. those fucking beautiful words that curl around his insides. they do him in real good, and he has to squeeze the base of his cock to keep from coming right then and there. ]
Only with you.
[he breathes out before he leans up to press his lips against Max's, licking at them to taste the two of them there together as well.]
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Date: 2023-03-10 02:30 am (UTC)There's a part of him that would love to share the intensity that it would bring, but he doesn't want to risk everything for this yet. He doesn't even know what this is. Max has always followed his gut, but feelings like this-- this quickly should never be trusted, should they? Thank god it's not a thought he can follow, because as soon as he's calmed the storm, Jason's pulling that slick between those two suckable lips and leaning over to take max's mouth.
Releasing the hold that Max has on them, He plants his nails into Jason's back and pulls them upward in dull lines while they kiss. His tongue licks over and across Jason's taking and tasting the come that was just there. He likes to know that he's the one drawing out this feeling, this bitter salty liquid from Jason's cock, and he's going to be the one to make the other come.
It will be his dick inside Jason before too long.] Stay. [He mutters against their lips, leaning over to kiss the side of Jason's neck quickly, and disappears into his room. He returns with a bottle and sets it next to them, before he kneels in front of Jason. Parting the young man's legs, he lifts one and licks at Jason's ankle bone, sucking around the tender spot, moving next to behind his knee. Max whispers soft kisses there, and blows over them with his heated breath and a touch of electricity that's barely perceptible.
Next he takes to Jason's thigh, and begins low and here he proceeds to mark the other with hickies and bite marks all the way up to the spot above his femoral artery. It's here he pauses. ] Tell me if this gets to be too much. [Max's eyes focus on Jason's as he begins to lower his head again, wanting to be careful at this point.]
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Date: 2023-03-10 02:58 am (UTC)feelings like this should never be trusted, but they're overwhelming right now, and all rational thought seems to have left Jason... but maybe Max too. if they're on the same page though, then maybe it's alright. it can be alright for as long as it's not, and that's all Jason can hope for as he kisses Max so deeply, tasting every part of him that he can.
Jason nods, licking his lips when Max breaks the kiss and tells him to stay. it's rare that someone can render Jason speechless, with no quips or smart ass remarks coming out of his mouth. that's exactly how he feels right now though. while Max is gone, Jason kicks off his pants completely, letting his fingers run up his shaft. he can still feel Max's fingers there too, along with the bite on his neck. he touches that too, but quickly removes his hand when Max comes back. it seems too sentimental just yet.
Max is quick to move back to him and with the bottle in hand, Jason realizes they're really going to do this. he wonders if he should tell Max that he's never done it with a guy before, but maybe Max has already figured it out. he doesn't have much time to think about it though, as Max is running his tongue along his skin. he sucks in soft breaths at the sensitive spots, and he wonders how he never knew how sensitive all these other parts are too. his fingers slide into Max's hair when he moves his mouth to his thigh, reveling in just how good those bites are, and how Max doesn't even hesitate to leave marks.]
It's not too much... but I'll tell you if it is.
[he assures Max, because he knows it's important to let him know.]
Your mouth... it's so fucking good.
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Date: 2023-03-10 03:27 am (UTC)Licking his lips again, Max smiles at the compliment. Things are only as good as the people they are between he thinks, and then tables that thought in favor of licking along the side of Jason's cock once. He doesn't stay there long. He moves back to that one space on Jason's leg and layers saliva over it with his tongue.
God the flesh tastes so good, and he knows that he doesn't have to do this, but he wants it. He wants this taste of Jason so badly. His mouth pulls on the tender skin there and he sucks at it, biting around it. Not many people know that if they suck on skin hard enough, they can break enough capillaries to bring blood to the surface and through the skin, and the longer one sucks, the more blood flows. Max does, and he knows that teeth only encourage it by pinching the skin tighter and making it flow even quicker. It's a kink he's only shared with one other, but he wants it with Jason, needs it with Jason...
So when he feels the copper hit his tongue, he runs his hand along Jason's dick and strokes it softly, slowly, and takes a little nub of precum on his finger. With that he brings his digit forward and presses it skillfully and carefully until it slides around the tight rings of Jason's entrance. It's still mostly guarded by the couch beneath the young male, but he pushes between Jason's cheeks while he's still got his thigh in his mouth, while he's still tasting Jason's blood, and works to get a finger inside him.
Only once he's managed to push past that first tight ring of muscle and wholly inside Jason does he pull away. He needed that feeling of being inside the other for at least a second. Pulling away though, he immediately licks the tip of Jason's dick and takes in the head to lick and swallow around, drinking up the flavor of blood and cum in his mouth like the depraved, hungry, obsessed man that he is.] Fuck. You taste like god. I haven't tasted that...
[Max moans, and runs his hand over his own cock a few times, stopping in mid-stroke so that he can kiss the younger man hard, desperately, eagerly even. He can't explain what he's feeling now, only that is a true hunger and a pain like need for intimacy that is almost impossible to describe. ]
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Date: 2023-03-10 12:33 pm (UTC)the way Max sucks at his thigh, pulling his skin between his teeth... he knows it's going to leave a mark and he loves the thought of it. like the bite on his neck, he knows he'll be running his fingers along the bruised flesh over and over again when they're apart. eventually the intensity of the sucking makes him gasp, but nothing brings a sound out of him more than the way Max's finger pushes into him.
Max's mouth, his fingers, they're taking him apart in the best kind of way. he feels like he's loosing himself in this and he wants to.]
Max...
[he breathes out when that finger leaves him, but the sensation is replaced with Max's mouth on his cock and he moans, body arching up off the couch just a little as he tries to get closer.
everything is just a tease though, but Jason doesn't mind because he's kissing Max again, arm sliding around his neck to pull him closer, his other hand sliding down between them to wrap around the other's cock. he wants to touch, he wants to be closer, he's being pulled in every direction and he's never felt better in his entire life.]
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Date: 2023-03-10 02:56 pm (UTC)Hips jut forward and thrust with silent abandon. ] You're so fucking beautiful.
[Forehead to forehead, Max pants out his words keeping his eyes locked on Jason's face as he brings up one hand to caress over a damp and rosy cheek.] Why do you have to be so fucking beautiful like this. What are you doing to me. [He inquires not for the first or last time today.]
[Taking himself lower, Max finds where Jason's heart beats and sets his teeth and mouth to it, initiating another intimate mark, this time one that he'd hesitated to make on anyone he'd not shared a true relationship with. The bond isn't his tightest one yet, but that he would only make with one he loved truly. This is possessive, and he has no right to take it, but he does anyhow. Max takes the spot above Jason's heart and makes it his. He knows he can only renew it for so long, but for now as the blood flows into his mouth, he knows that it will remain while Jason is in Roswell.
Once more, as he takes the mark, he uses a small bit of precum to lubricate his finger and press it inside Jason.
This time he keeps it there after he pulls his mouth away, lips red with Jason's blood. Mass pulls his finger back a tiny bit and pushes it back in, and then once more before working it inside with a curl through the muscles, tipping his finger a little so he can stretch the entrance. Hissing as the muscles cling and work around finger, knowing that they'll do the same to his cock. Through the entirety of it all Max never once lets his eyes leave Jason's, dark orbs watch the other closely. ] Look at me. Look at me while I'm inside you. I want you to remember that it's me who is inside you and no one else, precious. No one else can fill you like I can. Remember that. Not even with just a finger.
[It's a brag that he doesn't make humbly. Max knows his skill in the bedroom, and there's more that he will have to share one day that would make this the most erotic and intense experience of Jason's life, but for tonight. It's them, only them, and Max will make Jason remember this moment for the rest of his life-- because fuck if Max will ever forget it.]
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Date: 2023-03-10 11:29 pm (UTC)for now he doesn't have to as he holds on to Max, hand stroking up and down his cock almost teasingly, but it's hard to keep things that way when those hips thrust forward, and Jason wants to give Max anything he wants. ]
Fuck, so are you. You're fucking gorgeous.
[his eyes don't leave Max's, even as he tilts his face into his hand. such a soft, sweet caress with that intense look of desire has Jason's heart pounding in his chest. maybe Max can feel that under his lips when he puts his mouth there, just above his heart. again, Jason doesn't expect what's coming, and Max manages to pull another deep moan from him when he starts sucking on his skin. what are you doing to me? Max asks, but it feels like Max is the one pulling him apart in the best kind of way.
it's possessive, and yet Jason wants to give it all to him without question. when Max's slick finger moves back down between then, pressing inside of him, Jason knows he absolutely will. it feels weird, and tight, but good, and Jason rocks his hips down a little to test things out. Max's fingers are skilled, and Jason knows how damn lucky he is to have this- to have Max be the first one to open him up completely.]
I wouldn't look at anything else but you. Anyone else but you. I want you to make me feel it so I never forget what it feels like to have you inside of me.
[he says breathlessly, letting out soft gasps in between as Max keeps working his fingers inside of him.]
I've never done this before.
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Date: 2023-03-11 02:19 am (UTC)It's the next statement though that hits Max like a winter wind right through his foreign heart. Shit He should have known. He should have been prepared for this. There was every indication that Jason was inexperienced. Max had only been wishing on a wind and a prayer that Jason had been through this before, and to go through Max's brand of what he considered depraved and slightly disturbed desire was not what he wished for the younger man on his first time with a man.
It was a bond that would hold them together forever and Max knew that now. He'd asked for it, and he was going to get it. Jason would remember Max's fingers, and the brands that Max placed-- because Max remembered the fingers and brands from the man he had fallen for that very first night they were together. How had he not seen the similarity. ] Fuck. Jason. Precious. Oh beautiful. I would have been ....
[he twists the finger inside Jason and pulls it out, reaching for the lubricant to offer something more gentle to work the younger male's ass open with. Max was going to say that he might have been softer, or not have labeled him with teeth and tongue, but this changed nothing. The feelings were all still there. Bowing his head, he kissed the head of Jason's cock, and licked through the heavy drop of cum that was about to spill over.]
I would do this all the same. I won't lie. I want you to always remember me as your first, as the man who took this from you and I promise I will never forget this either.
[Never in his existence has it been more difficult to keep from laying a hand print on someone, and yet he still refrained. Inhaling deeply, Max carefully kissed along the edges of Jason's hips as he went to work pressing one digit and then another inside Jason. He curled his fingers working to edge along those tight inward muscles until he could find that singular magical spot. Max needed Jason to feel that -- needed him to cry out beneath him even before he plunged his cock inside]
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Date: 2023-03-11 02:45 am (UTC)Max doesn't pull away though. instead he calls him those beautiful things again, the look in his eyes so soft, so intense. he would've been what? Jason can't quite figure it out right now, his head too fuzzy with desire, but he doesn't want it to be anything other than this. he wouldn't change a thing. it's what Max says as well a moment after that, and Jason fully relaxes again, dragging his thumb over the head of Max's cock, only letting go when Max shifts positions again. his hands travel back all over Max's body, nails digging in a little because he knows now that Max likes a little bite. ]
I would do it all the same too. I'd be right here with you, just like this.
[his hands slide up Max's back as he kisses along his hip, a soft moan escaping him as those fingers push in yet again, a little easier this time. he feels more calm, more relaxed now that he's told Max a bit more truth, and Max still wants to stick around and do this.
Max gets exactly what he wants when he finds that sweet spot inside Jason. he cries out, his body letting out a deep shiver as he arches closer to the other man.]
Holy fuck...
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Date: 2023-03-11 07:07 pm (UTC)[There's only a single light on in the kitchen and one on by them in the living room. It's probably a good thing. Max's hold on his control is hanging on by a thin strand, the deeper he falls into Jason, the thinner it gets and he can feel it wavering by the second. No matter how much the alien wants this to be something other than it is, the young male is digging permanent marks beneath his skin with nothing but the lay of his body, soft spoken words and the touch of his fingers and--
It's the eyes. It's jason's eyes. How could Max ever forget the way Jason's eyes seem to see him, see him as he actually is and not how so many others proclaim to know him as. Those clear eyes hold claim over his soul right now, and no matter how many times Max tries to deny it, and will try to deny it or even destroy it, Max knows it's futile. at least in every existence he knows of right now.
The feel of Jason's hands on his body make Max want to stop and move so that he can take the other over, and feel those hands raking up his whole body, pushing him to take everything a step deeper and harder, but Max knows that Jason needs a little more. So, he presses his fingers in again and again. He plunges them over into this man that he thinks of as his already.
Another bruise appears on Jason's hip, and a third finger joins the two there until Max is sure that Jason's ready, and when Max can stand it no longer he releases himself from the brutal plague of waiting.] Fuck. Fuck. I can't do this anymore. i need to be inside you now.
Tell me it's okay. Tell me you need me inside you. Say it. Say you want me. I need you Jason. I need you like I need to breathe right now, and I haven't felt this desperate for any one in so long. It aches. God it aches. [He moves between Jason's legs, pressing him into the couch, lube dripping from his cock and from Jason's ass where he poured it only second ago. His mouth moves to claim the others, but pauses before he does to hear those simple words. Max demands a lot, and words are all part of it.]
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Date: 2023-03-11 08:37 pm (UTC)Max... fuck, Max.
[Jason moans out his name, just like Max desires. Max has got him, cause it's the only name he ever wants to say from now on. god, they only just met. it's fucking crazy, but Max is in his head now. he's marked all over his skin, and soon he'll be inside of him too. his fingers are already deep inside of him, and Jason's body rocks down onto them as much as he can stand, spikes of pleasure moving through him with each bite and bruise that follows.
he's aching by the time Max speaks again, in the best kind of way, and fuck he's ready for it too. desperate for it in a way that should scare him, but right now it really doesn't.]
I need you inside of me. I want you so fucking bad. I want you inside of me, please. I'm ready.
[he nods, arms going around Max's neck to pull him closer, leaning up to kiss him hard and deep. Jason kisses him like he needs Max to breathe, ready to become one with him.]
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Date: 2023-03-11 09:47 pm (UTC)Remember to breathe precious, and hold on to me. Dig into me if it hurts. Remember that I like the pain. I love it.
[Taking a deep breath of his own, Max holds himself steady with one arm, and pushes Jason's knee up high so that he can begin to push inside the younger male. He begins slowly. It's straight up pain to work with such exacting patience, when he can already visualize himself buried all the way in the other man's body. Max won't do it though. He doesn't want to hurt the man he's falling for. He pushes in slowly, and then backs out, watching as the muscles around his cock quiver, flexing in and out, unsure of how to act. It's so tight and with each quiver they squeeze around him. He can feel pleasure build in his balls, and low in his stomach. ] Goddamn, precious, you're so unbelievably tight. So perfect.
[Max takes it in bit by bit, always pushing in a little more, and pulling back until finally he's seated completely within Jason. He exhales deeply and moans out Jason's name. He buries his face in Jason's neck and begins to kiss along the whole of it. He sucks at his mark again, and kisses it when it bleeds once more. Then he takes his lover's mouth and with that kiss his hips start to move.]
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Date: 2023-03-11 10:48 pm (UTC)Breathe and hold on, I've got you.
[it's good that Max reminds him though, because he does feel himself tense up when Max pushes his knees back, but then he breathes out and tries to relax, watching Max's face intently. a groan escapes him when Max starts pushing in, and his fingers do dig into the other man's skin, much more than they have before this. he holds on, toes curling a bit as Max pushes into him more, then pulls out and keeps going with the slowest pace. Jason appreciates the fuck out of it, because he needs it slow right now. it hurts, but it's good, because it's Max doing it, and Jason can see the the look on his face, and just how much he's trying to hold back and take his time for him. it warms him, and relaxes him even more, letting Max press into him a little easier.]
Oh god... fuck, Max....ah.
[little by little he gets used to the feeling of Max being inside of him, the discomfort melting away to something much deeper and more intense. he feels so full when Max is finally inside of him so completely, his whole body tightening around him for a moment, just to try and hold him there.
he lets out a louder moan when Max sucks on his skin again, and he quickly tries to get back to his lips for another kiss, deeper and more desperate this time as Max finally starts moving. after that, it's hard for Jason to stay quiet, hips rocking to meet each thrust. ]
Fuck, I feel so full. You make me feel so goddamn full.
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Date: 2023-03-11 11:03 pm (UTC)[It takes every single ounce of self-restraint max has not to place his hand upon Jason's chest and bind them together right now so that they are both feeling the same thing. Max wants Jason to know that he's feeling possessive and obsessive to the point of never wanting Jason to even look at another person sexually again. He wants Jason for all time, he never wants to let the other man leave him, and he doesn't even want to leave his body. If they could keep this feeling of being one forever, Max would take it.
And Max, god, he wants to know if Jason is feeling the same way. He wants to feel that exact same feeling of being filled. He misses that feeling so much. There's a shimmer in the corner of his eye as he pushes himself in deeper. He takes it slow for a little while, but never takes it easy. It's always deep and Max is no exact slouch in being able to make a man feel him. There's girth and depth.
Lifting his hand he places it low on Jason's hip, he leaves a thumb pressed against the skin and then yanks it back, and lets one of the lights in the kitchen blow instead. His hips snap forward and he shouts his frustration, smacking his body into Jason. ]
God, I need you. I want every single part of you.
[Max pushes his mouth against Jason's and swallows some of his moans. He begins to rock the bed with the pace of his hips now. His hand lifts a side of Jason's body and he arches his back off the couch so he can take a deeper angle to thrust into. Fingers bruise the hip as they press in deep, holding tightly. Max bows over and takes a nipple in his mouth, biting and pulling at it. He's far from gentle. He's hungry and angry that he can't have everything he wants, but still he loves what he has. ]
Remember this, remember me. Only me Jason. I want you to only remember me.
[Finally his hand reaches down and begins to run over and along Jason's cock, sliding along in a quick and easy motion from all the precum that had leaked previously. Max knows now that he can't do this once, he can't do this only twice. He's done for here. Jason's imprinted on his heart and soul, and this body -- he will never willingly give up any part of Jason for another person.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 12:29 am (UTC)[he knows it, he can feel it deep inside of him, and not just because Max is so deep. he feels it everywhere else, too. every time Max thrusts into him Jason can feel him filling more and more of him- all those holes and cracks in his heart that have been hurting all this time.
there might've been a time where he would've hated the possessiveness, but not now, not anymore- not with Max. Jason wants to be his, he wants to stay in this feeling forever, with Max.]
Want you too... fucking need you, Goddamn. Max.
[Jason can't help but moan out his name, over and over again, crying out when Max thrusts into him harder. it feels incredible, sparks moving through him so intensely that it almost makes sense when one of the lights in the kitchen blows. it's there in the back of his mind, the strangeness of it all, but it doesn't matter, because it's exactly how he feels- an electric charge so intense that everything around them feels it too. Max's mouth has a hold on his entire body, making him gasp and moan with every bite, with every thrust. they fit together. somehow, they fit perfectly together.]
Only you. Only you.
[he pants out, fingers dragging down Max's back, pressing in again, hard enough to leave his own marks. when Max's hand find his leaking cock again, Jason thrusts up into it before rocking back down on Max's cock, clenching hard around him. he's done for too. he never wants to feel anything other than this again.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 01:16 am (UTC)The couch moves across the floor and one of the legs cracks with a loud noise that has nothing to do with any powers, but everything to do with how hard Max is thrusting into Jason's body. He's got his head to the armrest, and is panting. His fingers are working with great diligence to bring Jason to that one place while his cock slides back against his prostate again and again. ]
Jason. Oh god, fuck, fucking fuck. I'm gonna cum. I'm going to fill you with me....
[His next kiss is sloppy and open mouthed so he can breathe as their tongues mix in the air until he loses it and cries out into the air around them shoving himself so deep on two insistent thrusts, every muscle in his body strains at once, arms tight and snapped straight. Eventually he turns and bites deep into a place next to his mark, holding on as the orgasm shakes him to the very bone.
He drops his arms, but continues to work Jason through his own orgasm if he hadn't come already, never once wanting to give up on his lover's pleasure until it's every bit as good as his own. ]
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Date: 2023-03-12 02:42 am (UTC)the couch breaks, but that doesn't pull Jason out of any of it. he keeps his hands on Max's body, rocking into him with pure abandon, taking Max in deeper and deeper until he just about sees stars. ]
Yes... yes... Max... fill me up, please.
[Jason moans loudly when Max says he's going to cum. his body is ready for it, and that last thrust before he comes is all he needs, spilling out over Max's hand as he's filled up, his whole body clenching tight around the other man's as he cries out, clinging to him with everything he's got. he can feel tears at the corners of his eyes when Max bites him again, spilling without hesitation as his body shakes with his orgasm. it's the most intense thing he's felt in his entire life.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 03:00 am (UTC)Arms and legs around me.
[It might make sense to go to the shower, but Max wants to stay tied together. He doesn't want to let go yet, and so using that tiny bit of alien help he takes them both to the bed and moves carefully only slipping partially out as he climbs in. He pushes himself back in as soft as he is, and stays there. He knows it will feel cold and raw before too long, but for now...
Small kisses are dotted everywhere Max hurt Jason. He kisses every wound with great tenderness now, especially the angry one he left as he came. He licks at the blood that dripped down Jason's shoulder. They could treat the wounds with a little bit of antibacterial cream later. Just because aliens never got sick, didn't mean humans didn't. His lips find Jason's and he offers one of the most sensual, soft kisses between them yet-- offering up every ounce of emotion they shared but on the most gentle level he knows.]
You are the most beautiful person I've ever been with. [Max combs through Jason's hair and smiles down on him, barely holding himself up on an elbow, muscles still weak from exertion.]
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Date: 2023-03-12 03:31 am (UTC)it's fucking nice when they finally end up in Max's bedroom, in his bed, and Max pushes back into him all the way, forcing a deep moan from Jason once again. he's so sensitive all around, but it feels good. he doesn't want to separate yet either.
all the pleasure is outweighing the pain, so he doesn't feel any of the soreness just yet, but the kisses are so good, so sweet, and he relishes each and every one of them. the kiss to his lips is more intense though, and he returns it in kind, pushing his fingers into Max's hair, his legs managing to slid up tight around his body. ]
Can it stay that way?
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Date: 2023-03-12 03:49 am (UTC)Maybe he felt like this a couple times with Liz in the very beginning, but it had never been this real, this intense. It's an entirely different story, written with different paper and ink and Max wouldn't trade it for all the paperbacks in the world.
He sighs in contentment with Jason wrapped around him and Max's hands smooth down his body gently.] I think so. You can stay tonight? Say you'll stay with me tonight. I don't want to let you out of my arms, my precious love.
[the word love is tacked out without even a thought. It's true. If ever max were to think of it, or worry about it. If ever he were to hold it out in front of a mirror, when Max decides to give his heart be it over a night of loving, or over a shared sandbox, he does it instantly and never takes it back. He may not admit it in the daylight, but for tonight.]
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